CNY gathering @ ks's house... (an impromptu post)

well..it's been a LONG time since i went to ks's house...MILO has grown bigger! junior looks the same, brownie still stuck outside as usual and there's a new found kitty (found by ks's bro's gf -.-) hahaha..oh well..me n lyn reached there first and half the time we spent there playing with the little kitty...*damn cute* and the other half we were talking abt maple..sry lyn if u felt left out..hee
(the kitty)
after that ade n yx came and we have enough ppl for mj! yay! but most of the time we were still discussing about maple...sry once again to those who felt left out or annoyed..hehee...it's just a natural thing to talk abt when u have so many frenz playing maple...hehe...

well..i think it has been a reallie long time since we gathered at someone's house for a slp over...so overall had fun...but somehow i feel that as we all start working next time (the others i mean), we wun have much chances like this anymore..saddening tot...hai~ anywayz, happie piggy new yr to all..tho a bit late but cny got 15 days mah~ hehehe...

I know this is very anti climax...but i suddenly came across this site and i saw DONUTS...so...=\

You Are a Boston Creme Donut

You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

What Donut Are You?

Farewell...



a talented and beautiful gal has left us forever..when i learnt of her death..i was realli realli in shock...cos i was watching a ch 8 show when the words scrolled up on the sides announcing that she din make it....i din even read the words until my dad said it out.."xu wei lun si le"...so direct that it totallie caught me off guard...it's reallie sad and i reallie cannot express the impact of how this news affected me...it has been 2 days since she passed away..but i can't get it out of my head...everywhere i go, i think of it...i hear abt it on scv news...i reallie tot she will make it..believing that it is not as serious as the news depicted...but...
i cannot believe she is gone..vanished...from this earth..it's reallie heart wrenching...she had so much dreams, she had a bright future...her career was blooming...it happened so sudden...it's reallie so sad that i cannot find a word to describe...
sometimes i can't even bear to look at her photos...the last time i saw her...she was still appearing on tv/promoting her shows then...she's gone...*still living in disbelief*
i think to most ppl..it's no big deal...but to me...the impact is so big...so big...that i dunno why? it's not like i particularly liked her...but she is definitely one of the few tw actresses that i dun mind...hai~ cannot express my grief...even tho i typed it out...sighz...

NEW HAIR...

ladies and gentleman...my new hairstyle......after 5-6 years of looking the same!!!

(freshly cut hair...less than 1 hour old~~)

actuallie not much diff..just tt i cut my fringe...but well..at first when the person cut my fringe off..i was like "OMG I REGRET!" as he cut and trim..i was still not used to it...but once he removed the piece of cloth covering me..i was like.."hey it's not that bad..." hee...so anywayz..there u have it...my "biggest" chg in hairstyle for a long long time...next time i do anything...it will be PERMING!! heee..

now i look at myself..and i am slowly slowly getting used to it le..just that i think that hair stylist could have cut more of the fringe..looks a bit thin..zzz...=p but since i am not a pro..i shan't complain so much le...

now the problem comes..."should i go dye it to rainie yang's colour?" hee

wanna go overseas?

for a more detailed account of my bkk trip, pls see :
http://siete-7.blogspot.com/

hee...i wish i can go on a trip again..suddenly have a craving to go Australia..maybe cos i was watching Australian Open and got a small section, they showed Australia...suddenly crave to be in those kind of very relaxing countries...no stress..just sit back n relax...

4 years ago

(once again, copied from the other blog shared w my frenz...=P)


(Taken in Bangkok)
VS

(4 years ago... )

i swear we din plan this...but HOW QIAO IS THAT?? that it's the same 3 of us doing the same pose...?? i was kinda freaked out when i found out @ ee's house that time..so qiao lo?!? same 3 ppl..?! shesh...or maybe onli 3 of us are silly enough to attempt this "pose"? anywayz..i think the person who chged the most has to be bao~...i looked like i din chg AT ALL -.- i dun like tt kinda feeling... grrrrr...

enough is enough...i dun wanna live in the past anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee!

sometimes i wish i can give myself two tight slaps and wake myself up...memories of the past always haunts me...and i always have the tot of "if only..." and "wad if..."
if i could turn back time, there'll be lotsa things i would nv do...i keep thinking and thinking of times i had in the past...but shldn't i move on and look TOWARDS the future...??

Bangkok trip

Bangkok trip

hehe...actuallie i wanted to post a long entry on this trip one..but i have been back for 2 weeks plus..lost the "feeling" to write le..hahah...in short, the trip was pretty okie..lotsa shopping to do...but think we not good at bargaining...din get much bargains..but the things alr quite cheap lah...shoes at 199 baht..equivalent to 8 sing..=\ i bought a cute flip flops at 50 baht = 2 sing..*faintz* haha..but somehow i din get much dangling earrings...more of studs...all in all, bought 4 heels, 3 slippers, 4 skirts, 3 bags, 2 dresses, 1 top, zillion accessories..keke...and the thais love HELLO KITTY!! omg...i also cannot resist and bought some kitty things..haha..


my zhan li ping...hehehe...still got others not included...those are the big pieces..


on the river cruise....


somewhere outside the temple of dawn...


part of the temple of dawn...


reclining buddha...VERY VERY BIG ONE..the amazing race came here b4..where they have to put coins in every pot...if anyone rems....


out first meal..at MBK...the place quite nice but the food so so..a bit like marche style..but also like food court...haha..that was the meal i reallie reallie appreciate coke...after walking for so long under the sun, the coke was heavenly!


SUPER CUTE AND B-E-A-U-TIFUL corner of hello kitty..i wish i bought one....*envious of ee*


look how scared we are of ppl breaking in in the middle of the night...=P


the x'mas deco outside world trade centre...very nice lo...bangkok's x'mas deco all very nice and more creative..can see there was effort put in...then u see orchard road..............................


DUNKIN DONUTS!! I WISHED I HAD MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...shesh..why din i buy more!!??


super satisfied shoppers?? hehe...i love the hello kitty bag tho i dun dare to use in singapore..hohoho


Bye Bangkok~~~

i think i will go back again...tho recently got bombing...=\ but the things there reallie very cheap, even their normal things in watsons, also cheaper
make me so tempted to buy A LOT of things back..hahaha...
btw...this is the first time i took a budget airline...no turbulence, no bad experience...in fact, quite steady...but i think for longer journeys i would still prefer to take normal airlines...well...that's about it now...hope to have more trips overseas with frenz...i wanna go taiwan with frenz..sure can shop shop shop toooooo~ hehehe

contradiction

my life is always in a conflict..on the one hand, i like new things and surprises...new things include mechandise and "boyfrenz"...i mean, i am those kinda person who xi xing yan jiu easily...once i get sth new, i wun like my old items..or when i managed to get that particular thing, i lose interest in it..
but strangely, i always hang out w the same few frenz i had since sec and jc..and i dun like to know new ppl...i dun like to start the whole process of getting to know someone all over again..which is why since uni, most of the ppl i know are just acquaintances...sad but true...i find it hard to find real close frenz from uni..but somehow other ppl can do tat..haha..
i can't find the energy to ying4 zhou2 my colleagues...it feels so fake..and i seriously dun like one of them...she gets on my nerves and seriously..kinda bitchy..bleahz~ annoying person..
i also keep repeating the same things i do everday...wake up, go work, come home, eat dinner, watch my tv, bathe and go to sleep..weekend go out, either ktv, play mahjong, play minimise, play maple, watch tv...omg...the more i type the more no life i feel..haha..but i think most part is just becos i dun dare to step out of my comfort zone..but..i am so "lazy" to do anything abt it...hai~

unpredictable....
just received news that my uncle is in hospital now..he suddenly had a heart attack ytd night and on his way to the hospital, he totallie collapsed and went unconscious..until now...still haven wake at all..kinda scary..and very sudden...
life is so unpredictable...................

pissed...upset...sad...lost...confused...

pissed...upset...sad...lost...confused...
hmm..recently in a bad mood..dunno is it due to the monthly thingy or wad..but little little things can get me pissed..somehow i feel that it's more of a pent up anger that has accumulated since long long time ago..whenever things dun go my way or wad i just kept it bottled up and dun tell others...think it's kinda unhealthy..must try to talk to ppl more..feel like i am cooped up in a small little world of my own..but..tho i like small talks..i dun actuallie say the things that truely truely bothered me..=\ hai..
just now i got angry over silly things like my frenz commenting on my room being so messy and asking me to take down my zaizai poster(-.-)..i mean, wad i put up on my room is my freedom? the way they said it..like it's so disgusting to do that..? why can't they understand that it's reallie sth i like? why shld i take it down just becos they dun like him or sth? SO RIDICULOUS..i mean it's like reallie common to joke about it..in the past i would prob laugh along with it..but just now..i just totallie cannot stand the way they joked about it..reallie wanna just scream out "if it's that 'disgusting' then dun come..i din ask u to come~" there's a diff btw joking tone and the 'disgusted' and xian2 qi4 kinda tone...
i am getting so temperamental nowadays that it scares me sometimes..the frequency of me cursing and swearing under my breath is getting more and more..reallie not a good sign..dunno wad's wrongggg...>_< on thurs nite, i got REALLIE pissed when bao told me she dun wan to go vivocity when i alr set my mind on taking fc leave to go..i mean she was the one who got me all excited about it..aiya...it might seem minor..but JUST PISSED..sometimes she can reallie get on my nerves unknowingly and partly it's my fault cos i dun tell her about it..but still..tt doesn't stop me from getting angry..
sometimes, i feel so sad..so lost..so confused...like i totallie dunno wad's the meaning of life..wad's the purpose of me going to work everyday, wad's the purpose of me as a being?? sighz..

recently..quite bored..like do wad also no energy...ytd went to watch the prestige but just b4 the show started..starting getting into those sian sian mood...in the end din reallie enjoy the show..tho i think the show is actuallie quite nice..hai~ i sit until my knees so sore...so xin ku..=( i think my joints are getting olderrrrrr...
but recently i have found my passion for maple again..started to play maple more..even on weekdays...training a new char..xbowman..=P so tempted to go and buy the limited edition maple card..31.50...hmmm...shld i get the chief bandit or mage? hehe...both looks very nice...prob can tell i am just crapping..cos i feel like blogging..yet i can't find a topic to talk abt..so aimlessss now...boo hoo( sry ee, i like to be a copycat!...hee)..basically this entry can be ignored -.-

(this post is actuallie copied from the other blog i share with my frenz cos i am lazy to type all over again..=P)
went drinking w colleagues on wed~~~
the whole idea was to get together for a farewell party for one of my colleague..i think we spent the whole night out, from 530 to 11+ and i reached home at 12+ ...>.<
anywayz... we went attica and then to gotham penthouse..i din reallie like the music there...but after 3 drinks..nothing reallie matters..lol..esp when i downed the first 2 so fast..omg..by the time i reached my 5th..i alr half gone..giggling at stupid things..only my other colleague had as much as me..=P the two of us like mad women..haha..but it was a comical scene..tho..now that i think of it..quite throw face.hahaha..but i think it's reallie fun to do this once in awhile..hee..
by my 4th drink i reallie quite dizzy le...but i think the drinks i had the alcohol content still ok leh..hehe..reallie doubting my "jiu liang" now..when i went toilet i can reallie feel the world spinning...after i went home..i had the feeling to puke..but din..and once in awhile i will giggle to myself on my bed...SO WEIRD...LOL...the next morning wake up..reallie wanna die..had a burning sensation in my stomach and feel like puking..>_< very horrible..that reallie made me think twice about drinking too much or too fast next time..

as for the ntu recruitment drive on thurs..sigh...=( no one interested in tax...NO ONE...these students reallie have a lot of misconceptions..they think only if they go audit then they can do CPA..which is not true! duno lehz..i think they dunno wad they are getting themselves into when they insist on going audit..=P but that's my personal opinion..maybe some ppl reallie enjoy their work...like yanzhen's workaholic snr..?hehe oh well..tt's abt it..

The Departed.....(do not read if you dun like spoilers)
ARGH...wad a HORRIBLE..SUPER CANNOT MAKE IT MOVIE???? to think the newspapers was saying it's the best adapted movie ...?!like wad the fuck?!(pardon moi language...after watching the show i tend to wanna swear)
well..firstly, the starting is like so brief...like one scene jumps to the next...no connection..-.- and i finally know why it's rated M18?? there's so many "fuck" here and "fuck" there...no way to censor the word out..hahhaa..ok..i accept that that might reallie be the way of speaking..but it's reallie quite irritating when there's like 3 "fuck" in 1 short sentence..-.-
the scenes when leo dicap was killed..it's quite funny instead of feeling sad for him...perhaps it's cos i alr know he will die..so no element of surprise? and no sympathy for him..i reallie lol when the guy shot the black guy..i mean like...wad's the point?!?!?! they die like so sudden...it's more comical than anyting...hahhaa..worse is when matt damon kills that guy as well...o.O like..hello???? it's so cold blooded...like wad my fren says...in the hk version, towards the end, can see that andy lau wants to be a good guy..but in this version, matt damon din show any sign of remorse or wad...everything he did is for his own sake...kinda selfish blah blah..disgusted...and i feel the focus is more on matt damon...somehow i feel...leo dicap's char..didn't shine in this movie...=/
there was the scene at leo's funeral..they were firing and there's this guy behind matt damon that got shocked by it..and he still secretly smiled to himself..hhaahaha..that's the ultimate laughing point! after tat...mark wahlberg..haha..went to kill matt damon..matt damon was like, "ok" like it's ok to kill me..and mark wahlberg reallie shot him..BUT that scene is like super funny! the last part still got a rat on the window there..OMG..I think ee and i laugh the loudest in the cinema ba! SO COMICAL LAH...but it totallie dun have the feel of the hk version...the hk version one is better lah..perhaps one reason is cos i watched it alr..so i alr know how the story will go..but reallie..if u din watch the hk version..u wun get wad's happening..and besides that.. think the sound effect team sux to the core la..the music, sometimes SUPER loud..then suddenly goes quiet or softens for the char to talk..but it's just so OFF..and choice of music sux too...gets kinda irritating most of the time! zzz ..horrible show!! i wanna watch THE PRESTIGE..even if the story sux, i still can feast my eyes with christian bale and hugh jackman~~!

recently..keep meeting up with baoyu they all..especially ee ling, yz, baoyu cos the 4 of us live very near one another..hehe...always have mahjong sessions and always play this game called minimise...hoho...it's like last time even tho we live so near we also dun meet up much..but after all of us started work, i think we reallie can appreciate how xin fu it is to meet up with frenz...so we just keep meeting and meeting...reallie become a weekly affair liao..haha...
dunno is it becos of them...i keep having the crave to sing!i wanna go ktv so badly~! i also wanna just hang out at someone's house and play game, talk crap..hehe...so looking forward to x'mas celebration/present exchange/count down..hee but it's like 2 more months?!? lol..we plan so far ahead le...next yr going to phantom of the opera! ok...actuallie recently very unhappie at work..cos of the ppl there..but i am so lazy to write abt it..cos thinking of it makes me so sianz..:( boo hoo...working sux (saying this for the Nth time...)

since i have time...i shall upload some photossss

hehe..can tell that i am very free..so long nv stay home all day liaoz...so happie to have some time to myself...anywayz just some pics from JY's farewell "party"...

We are a great combi for Kranium~ hahaa


@ marina steamboat...posing...notice a certain person showing off her back? hahaa


More pics @ marina...


eeeeeeeeeeeeee...so niang...-.-


the photographer is sick..so she can't have ice cream...awwwww..


a rare combi of faces..=P


I was supposed to share the red wine with Ee and JY but in the end..i still stuck to good o' beer~


Cheers!! =) Shiyuan's beer looks like ribena!

Ulcer + headache attack!

since monday i have been having headache ..dunno is it a psychological thing cos i have this super pain ulcer near my wisdom tooth..SUPER pain lo!..so pain that it affects my brain..*talking rubbish* but reallie...very miserable at work...i can't even eat or talk properly...suffering in silence...hai~

actuallie ytd i was kinda upset..felt so outcasted @ work...it's like we had this "connect session" for the whole dept..so after that we went to for receiption..then i dunno lehz..dunno it's unintentionally or wad...my colleagues will stick together..like at first i was walking with one of them..and she spotted the rest at the back, she din even tell me then she just went over to join them..and left me alone there..like so off lo..so i also walked over lah..but the feeling is like..they dun reallie care whether i got join them anot..like i am not part of the grp ( but technically we are always together in that grp la)..hai~ very sad..then nvm..i went to look for some of the A2s i will be sitting with during DnD..but they also like talk among themselves..depressing..this is wad will happen at the DnD? i have to entertain myself throughout that night? T_T such a depressing tot..hai~after that..i went back to join my fellow A1s..then realise they are talking abt the dance pract they will be going later in the day ..then they started talking about the dance instructors etc...i was totallie blur..and sometimes when they leave and rejoin the grp, they will form a circle and i will be out of it...like so mean lo...>_< maybe i reallie dun have enough presence..it's like whether i am there anot, they can't even feel it...feel so neglected..so i went home with a horrible mood...wallowing in self pity..hai~
then this morning..i decided to pon work for the first time...partly cos the ulcer is reallie excruciatingly pain and secondly i dun reallie feel like seeing my colleagues...especially one of them...i somehow feel that she dun like me lo..if given a choice, maybe she rather go lunch alone than eat alone with me that kinda thing..i rem that time after gym, she told me she was going somewhere else..but who knows..while walking to the platform at dhoby ghaut, i saw her in front on the travelator..she lied so she dun have to go home with me~ such a bitch~ it pisses me off just thinking about it..

somehow i always feel that i dun leave an impact in ppl's lives, with or without me will not make much of a diff to ppl..maybe i just have this face that can be easily forgotten..i dunno..or just no strong personality i guess...=\ sadz~

updatesssss...

woohoo..my first crush in a long while..but it's very obvious it's a crush cos i nv talk to him b4...kekeke..
he is a senior in my office..haha..just feel tt he is very zai in his work..yet has a good sense of humour (eavesdropped when he was chatting with his colleagues)...lol..but he is married and with kids..hahaha..prob ard 30 ba..but among all the guys here..he is the only one that is reallie the more "interesting" one..haha..as for the guy that came in the same time as me..i no longer find him good looking..he's just a tall average looking person now..altho my fren thinks he's super cute..-.-"

next week is my DnD at Swiss hotel..=\ i am not performing! but 7 out of 9 of the A1s in my dept is dancing...haha..they are overly enthu abt it..siao ginas...i dun like dancing..i will look like some piggy trying to twist and turn...lol..left with 7 days and no dress to wear..*yawns* i think i shall just go in office wear -.-

talked to jingyi on msn last night...feel so tempted to go uk find her in dec/jan..hai~but i think of the air ticket...heart pain..somemore in winter..uk so cold..=\ but one good thing is can wear boots like nobody's biz..i know i know..in singapore also can..but..it's just so aa to me..like hello? 30+ degree and..everyone is in sandals/flip flops...then someone so extra in boots...? dun think so~ aiya..i just wanna hurry clear my leave this year lehz...wait next yr peak then so hard to get approval for leave -.-! and i reallie feel like going overseas...i wanna go japan or maybe go taiwan again..but with frenz this time..hehe...sighz~ dunno how lehz...anyone has any suggestions? hehe..

ytd...went new york new york with the sngs gals..hehe..ade and i treat them...but actuallie ok la..in the end abt 20+ each...so me n ade ard 60+ each...still alright...but they reallie think we print money..lol..1599 very easy to use up...esp on trasport and food..sigh~ i wish for the increment faster...T_T such a underpaid job..sianz...

i have decided to do sth abt the ever bulging tummy..time to use my mum's osim machine...keke..weekends go jogging/swimming and weekday go gym!! lol...wad's the chances of that getting carried out i reallie wonder...hehe

btw..i am typing all these in office...why? cos snrs on leave, hai~ lotsa outstanding things..=\ super low prooductivity today..just waiting for time to pass ...sianz...

wahaha...SOOOOO long no blog...almost forgot i got this blog liaoz...hai~~ i have worked for 2 months ++ liao..and starting to get the hang of things...wah..starting is reallie very bad lo...every little thing do wrongly and my snr will not hesitate to "nag" me...starting i reallie cannot stand her..but now...i think as we get to work more often..she seems to treat me better liaoz...=P phew..if not so stressed...
reallie nothing much to update abt...life is now a cycle of waking up, going to work, go home, watch tv, sleep..no social life manz~ hai~...but at least it's still better than my frenz in audit..they are reallie very cham..totallie no life at all...work from 830 to 12?!?!? omg..how to hang out w frenz after work lidat? some of them when on job, they dun even have internet...totallie cut off from the world sia..=\
sighz..met up w some of my uni frenz on thurs..hearing them talk abt their job..they seem pretty satisfied w their jobs..then when asked of wad my job is abt..i totallie got no idea how to tell them..it's like...the work i do...so brainless...-.- say alr also throw face...but actually the stress from meeting the datelines is quite big actuallie..dun think they understand..and made my job sound like so simple and relaxing...relaxing my foot -.- then they were talking abt chging job after a few years...seriously..i dun reallie intend to ...i am pretty happie w where i am now..tho it's not the greatest job nor do i have the greatest employer..but i think it's not too bad an employer lo..so...i reallie feel like staying there...there's a lot of ppl working there and it's their first job..some are like mgrs liaoz...hmmm...dunno lehz..=\ no matter where i go..i feel i can't find the perfect job tt i will enjoy..so........hai~ duno lah..
ya..i know this post has totallie no content..but i just feel like typing..lol..aiya..when i have better things to update then blog again ba =.=

1st month of work

wah...it's only been one month but i feel like i have been working there forever!!
working life..is reallie very horrible..u squeeze in the morning train, during lunch u squeeze with the crowd..chopping seats with packets of tissue papers..and i used to despise such ppl..now i fully understand why they have to resort to that..it's reallie freaking crowded..go home squeeze w the going home crowd..can u imagine..for the rest of ur life..it's gonna be like this?? it's only when u start work that u fully appreciate and thank God for the existence of public holidays...T.T *looking forward to National Day*
luckily these few days..i finally got things to do...time passes very fast when u have things to do...hahaha..apparently a lot of ppl noticed tt i was very free during a period of time..my colleague even suspects that my snr and coach forgot abt my existence..>_< haha..but tt's last time..now..once in awhile u see ppl coming to my desk..asking me to do things..but i prefer having things to do..at least u feel more useful..and feels more enriching..haha..
hai~ the snr i have been assigned to...well...maybe it's cos we are not tt close yet..just feel that there's a gen gap btw us..-.- i feel like i am in sch..tcha ask me to do things..i cannot say no those kind..maybe cos of the diff in our ranks..dunno leh..very hard to describe wad exactly it is like to work w her...she can be quite demanding..and she always wants things done HER way..-.- a bit no flexibility lo...=X sianz..and i somehow have a feeling tt someone from the same batch as me..dun reallie like me?? She can like talk to anyone except me..and she dun like to walk beside me..if the others are in pairs alr..she will rather walk behind me..so weird..=.= maybe i think too much lah..
and today's the first time i talked to this guy from the same batch as me...he's from the same jc as tammy..zzz..but i think he is most prob attached..no chance le..hahaha..sianz..my office alr limited guys..and all the guys there are either too old, married or attached..wad is this man?! =.=~ it's time i start visiting sdu...kekeke...
i cannot wait for one yr to pass so that new associates will come in~!! i dun wanna be the lowest form of life there..T_T even the vacational trainees are gone..all the stupid admin things will be pushed to us..hai~ ming ku ah...