since i am kinda waiting for time to pass b4 going to my boss's house, i shall blog a little on yz's bday celeb this yr =)

First stop: Chinatown...

Participants: YZ, Ee, Moi

We actuallie sorta allocated an hour or so at chinatown...wanted to go to the diff tour agencies to check up the Japan packages...BUT we were told the itenary for May will only be out in FEB! T_T so no choice...after 2 unsuccessful tries, we gave up and went to eat...so much for settling this trip asap...=\ but nonetheless, thinking of the trip makes me super excited~ (tokyo tower here i come, no more seeing it in my dreams ^^)

Second stop: National Museum

Participants: As above

As Ms YZ was very interested in visiting the museum for the Louvre Exhibition, we decided to put this into our "packed" itenary...=) actuallie i also quite into these things myself...not that i will keep visiting museums, but once in awhile, visiting a museum is also quite cool...[i still wanna go see the mummy exhibitions at science centre ='(...]

some of the exhibits are reallie quite intricate...unfortunately, all 3 of us did not have our cameras that day...so no photos from the exhibitions...and actuallie i din know we are allowed to take photographs =p (yes...totallie shows that i seldom go to museums...) we took a longer time than expected there though...it was larger than i tot...so without realising, we have passed the time to meet bao and wyn...so towards the end, we sorta scanned thr, i din reallie read all of the "captions" beside the exhibits...i kinda regret we din bring a cam ...would be nice to have some photos to put =P

Third stop: Minds Cafe

Participants: YZ, Ee, Bao, Wyn, Moi

I dun rem much of wad we played other than the vampire game and the Qn & voting game...

The vampire game (dun rem the name) is actuallie a memory game...which sux totallie for ppl w short term memory like.. yours truly...=\ so i stinked at that game...the only reason why my vampires got reduced was becos other ppl made mistakes and i get to give them my vampires, not cos i placed them in the right colour...hehehe...

Another game that we played was the one where there's a qn on the cards, and after that we have to vote for who you think suits the answer the best...it's more of a game to see how you think ppl think of u, cos u also need to choose if u think u will receive 0 vote, some votes or majority of the votes...hehe...that was fun~ somewad like wad we did at JY's house on xmas but added in the element of wad ppl think of u...FUN~i tend to like this more "quiet" games...cos my reaction very slow one...if play those memory or reflex games sure lose like siao (and i hate losing!) ^^

so we spent majority of the time there @ Minds...but i realised until now we haven taken ANY photos -.- so still nothing to put up...

Fourth stop: Xian De Lai Steamboat (yum)

Participants: YZ, Ee, Bao, Wyn, Yuan, Moi

Yay~steamboat!! Finally some photos too!

The non-麻辣 gang...

Flooded with ingredients =P yum yum~

i realised the photos dun do the food justice...

the food is 100 times more appetizing than it looks

The 麻辣 gang...

YZ's card...hehe...

Last stop: Starbucks at Suntec

Participants: 6 of us~

We walked from Bugis to Suntec =.= my gosh...i think everyone was just so full and needed to walk a little...haha...finally settled at starbucks...

That night was interesting...we sat there chatting...originally just normal crapping...but slowly slowly evolved to yet another qn and ans session...i always like this kinda "sessions"...reallie lets u know more of one another...and i think this is prob one of the very few times that so many of us were involved...=) We chatted till very late that night...that must be a first..

i realised...this post has no content at all -.- oh well...i needa go my boss's house liao...(BORING!) so till next time when i am in a blogging mood =P

昨晚。。。我梦到了一个人。。。我想我不是在想他。。。只是。。。太寂寞了。。。

I was looking thr my msn list...then i started to wonder...how many of these ppl have alr deleted me off their list i.e. they wun see me online but i still see them...shld i just delete them as well...? i dun like the feeling of being "deserted"...thinking about it now...i find that my circle of frenz have shrunk to a miserable stage whereby i can count w my fingers how many i still go out with...this is so depressing...ppl ask me, "do u wan to be someone who has a lot of frenz but acquaintances or someone with just a few frenz whom you are very very close with...?"

My ans? I am greedy... I wan lotsa frenz, out of which, some are those that I know I can always count on...whom I can be open about everything...is that... too much to ask...? I reallie need to shed this "anti-social" shell that I have been using to cover myself...

Spring cleaning!!!

it's the time of the year to de-clutter...i swear, i reallie have no idea WHY i have so much things!! i remember throwing TONS of things when i moved from Hougang to SK...some of which i regretted throwing...like the millions of "angel mortal" letters...correspondences with frenz since pri sch...hai~ *heart pain*...nonetheless, after 5 years plus, the amount of things i have collected hv reached an alarming state that i decided it's time to say good bye to some of them forever...

first thing i did today was to re-paint my room...i always tot painting was fun...fun my arse! -.- after like 1 minute, my arm was aching...T_T oh...agony~ hahaha...but it was actuallie still rather fun lahz...minus the arm aching part...cos i love "drawing" and painting seems to fall under my definition of "drawing" ...kekeke...well...i din paint my WHOLE room per se, i just did 2 walls...the ones i face and back face when i sleep...haha...the wall which i face, used to have 3 posters...all of zai2...i said good bye to them on one fateful night(last sunday night to be exact) when i decided i have outgrown this "idol-pasted-on-my-wall" thing... (altho i was remotely tempted to put up a Gerrard adidas newspaper advert but decided against it in the end...) just fyi, i still have one more zai2 poster on the right wall...simply cos i forgot to take it down together w the other 3 + the fact tt i am plain lazy to paint that wall since i have to remove abt 20 ornaments and another 10,000 cds and soft toys on the shelf b4 i can embark on this tedious task...so wad can i say? i am just a lazy brat...hehe...

Colour of the wall i face when i am on my bed~

Painting the 2 walls, took up my whole afternoon, when i finished, it was abt 2pm...and the "spring cleaning" hasn't even began yet! honestly, i have so much things, i dunno where to begin! so i started w the nearest drawer...looking thr all the things took me a long time cos as i looked thr them, i saw a lot of things that brought back fond memories...i had this whole box full of letters from a sec sch fren i have known since sec 1...it's a bit sad now tat i nv keep in contact w her...i think the last time i saw her was when she came back from the US during her holidays and we went Sakae at Kovan Mall...afterwhich, we just sorta...took longer n longer to reply each other until one day, she din reply me anymore...ahhh...it's reallie sad thinking of it this way but actuallie i still see her on msn, so we do talk once in a (long) while...

then i saw the comics, the obsession of my jc life...hahaha...

for those who dunno, it's hana yori dango aka liu xing hua yuan...hahhaha...that has got to be my most crazee period of "idol-chasing"...(i did crazee things like go j8, queue up like mad just to shake hands w F4, went to their concert...went to airport to see if we can catch them when they arrive...silly things like that...)...anw, i have the whole set of the comics...except for book 16 and 21...hahaha...i have gone to the extent of buying the whole set -.- but it's worth it since i still do read them once in awhile...(recently, i have an urge to buy the whole set of 偷偷爱着你 aka 花样少男少女...cos i just watched the tw drama due to strong recommendations by ade, i was very reluctant...cos i dun like wu zun...but after watching the show, i think i can understand why ppl will like him...anw i have started reading the online comic...but it's not fit properly into window size so i have to scroll up and left...very ma fan...buying the whole manga means i can read comfortably!!)

anw, back on topic, so there i was sorting out all my stuffs...do u know how much F4 stuffs i dug out?how much westlife stuffs i collected?how much money did i spend on all these crap?!?!?! =.= *dump* i still kept some of my zai2 things and nicky's posters (i am a softie, i just can't throw them lidat!) i forgot to take a photo of all the things i collected b4 i packed them into the bags...i filled 2 big bags...plainly on posters, articles, newspapers clippings...madness.

then i saw the neoprints i took last time...the main bulk came in sec sch where we had a neoprint machine just a few steps away from our bus-stop...my gosh...we nearly went there daily to take neoprints, bet the boss is damn happie to see us everyday~ hahaha

if i had the time, i would reallie love to take pics of the neoprints one by one to narrate when and why each of the neoprints were taken...we took neoprints for the strangest reasons...i rem xianna and i went to take one cos we din get chosen for some Singa thingy ...or the time when we finished our NAPHA and decided to take one as proof that we survived =) this is how bo liao we are...hahaha...looking at them reallie brought back such wonderful memories...i missed them so much...i have been feeling rather nostalgic recently (as u can see from my previous posts)...and i looked at the photos, i think i look damn ugly in tj -.- even in ny, i din look that bad lehz...must be the place =.= hahaha...

the mess...every inch of my room is covered w something =\

after abt 2 hours of SERIOUS sorting out my things, i gave in and started to try and chuck them into different drawers instead...nonetheless, after a fine SEVEN hours later, this is how my room roughly looks like (still gotta tidy a bit b4 chu xi...)

There was a sense of satisfaction that i finally cleared up the pile of things on my table...esp when i saw the 2 walls, i am so happy, cos they look so new and clean~!!!

as a result of all these, i have spent my whole sunday clearing my room...ie my weekend has gone by! =(

i wanna have more time to watch my dramas and read my comics, play my games ...gimme back my time =(

hai~ jy le...3 more days to cny~ =D looking forward to my chu xi dinner *yum*

那是我们都回不去的从前。。。

好想找回学生时的感觉。。。

学生时期的恋爱，有点甜，有点轻涩。。。

学生时期的纯真和无心机的日子。。。

想念学生时期，过地无忧无虑。。。

我好后悔。。。没有更好地把握我当学生的日子。。。没有“用力”地活过。。。

i feel like changing my hair...cut it short?dye it purple?dye it red? hmmm...suggestions anyone? my fren said black is uncommon nowadays...but i am craving for some change...=\

wish upon a star...

i wish i wish... to have my own lcd tv on my bedroom wall, along w a scv set and a connecting cable to connect my lappie w the lcd...

i wish i wish...to take a long break from work just to laze around at home and watch my endless supply of dramas, movies and variety shows...

i wish i wish...to have a long holiday where i dun have to do anything but tour around europe and enjoy the beautiful sights and sounds...

i wish i wish...to finally find the determination to lose the weight i ought to have lost since sec 3...

i wish i wish... one day i can find the meaning in life...

i wish i wish......