almost 2 years

and my appetite problem still persists...i think it's time i visit the doctor again...i think i have like some phobia in eating outside :\ it's like...so stressful whenever i think of eating...when will i ever be able to appreciate food again...? ;~;

i read online that these symptoms might be caused psychologically (which may be cured by taking some mild anti depressant pills)... which i believe is prob the case too...cos i onli seem to have this problem whenever i have to eat out...ie where there are lots of ppl...i just have this "stress" coming from eating ...which is like so ridiculous -.- sigh