Farewell...



a talented and beautiful gal has left us forever..when i learnt of her death..i was realli realli in shock...cos i was watching a ch 8 show when the words scrolled up on the sides announcing that she din make it....i din even read the words until my dad said it out.."xu wei lun si le"...so direct that it totallie caught me off guard...it's reallie sad and i reallie cannot express the impact of how this news affected me...it has been 2 days since she passed away..but i can't get it out of my head...everywhere i go, i think of it...i hear abt it on scv news...i reallie tot she will make it..believing that it is not as serious as the news depicted...but...
i cannot believe she is gone..vanished...from this earth..it's reallie heart wrenching...she had so much dreams, she had a bright future...her career was blooming...it happened so sudden...it's reallie so sad that i cannot find a word to describe...
sometimes i can't even bear to look at her photos...the last time i saw her...she was still appearing on tv/promoting her shows then...she's gone...*still living in disbelief*
i think to most ppl..it's no big deal...but to me...the impact is so big...so big...that i dunno why? it's not like i particularly liked her...but she is definitely one of the few tw actresses that i dun mind...hai~ cannot express my grief...even tho i typed it out...sighz...