ladies and gentlemen...i have made a big decision ytd to go sign up for body perfect ie slimming program!

hmmm...well...b4 i went for the consultation i was still telling myself...u must walk out of there "alive" and not be conned into spending money....but well...=\ i am sucker at rejecting ppl...reallie...esp when it's sth that i wan badly~~!arghh...stoopid me...

anywayz...i have reallie given this some tot...i mean...vanity is one thing..having more confidence is another...i dunno how to be confident if i am not confident w the way i look...yaya..self confidence not onli depends on looks..but hey...when u have no looks AND no special skills, wad's there to be confident abt?! i just wanna wear a sleeveless for once and not feel so inferior in it~my onli worry is it wun be effective =( ..boo...ppl who ain't fat aren't gonna get how i feel..seriously...besides...you can onli be young this once..i dun wanna live it in regret..money can always be earned..at most i cut down on shopping and expensive food~ i will survive...beautifully~