contradiction
my life is always in a conflict..on the one hand, i like new things and surprises...new things include mechandise and "boyfrenz"...i mean, i am those kinda person who xi xing yan jiu easily...once i get sth new, i wun like my old items..or when i managed to get that particular thing, i lose interest in it..
but strangely, i always hang out w the same few frenz i had since sec and jc..and i dun like to know new ppl...i dun like to start the whole process of getting to know someone all over again..which is why since uni, most of the ppl i know are just acquaintances...sad but true...i find it hard to find real close frenz from uni..but somehow other ppl can do tat..haha..
i can't find the energy to ying4 zhou2 my colleagues...it feels so fake..and i seriously dun like one of them...she gets on my nerves and seriously..kinda bitchy..bleahz~ annoying person..
i also keep repeating the same things i do everday...wake up, go work, come home, eat dinner, watch my tv, bathe and go to sleep..weekend go out, either ktv, play mahjong, play minimise, play maple, watch tv...omg...the more i type the more no life i feel..haha..but i think most part is just becos i dun dare to step out of my comfort zone..but..i am so "lazy" to do anything abt it...hai~
Monday, November 27, 2006
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
pissed...upset...sad...lost...confused...
pissed...upset...sad...lost...confused...
hmm..recently in a bad mood..dunno is it due to the monthly thingy or wad..but little little things can get me pissed..somehow i feel that it's more of a pent up anger that has accumulated since long long time ago..whenever things dun go my way or wad i just kept it bottled up and dun tell others...think it's kinda unhealthy..must try to talk to ppl more..feel like i am cooped up in a small little world of my own..but..tho i like small talks..i dun actuallie say the things that truely truely bothered me..=\ hai..
just now i got angry over silly things like my frenz commenting on my room being so messy and asking me to take down my zaizai poster(-.-)..i mean, wad i put up on my room is my freedom? the way they said it..like it's so disgusting to do that..? why can't they understand that it's reallie sth i like? why shld i take it down just becos they dun like him or sth? SO RIDICULOUS..i mean it's like reallie common to joke about it..in the past i would prob laugh along with it..but just now..i just totallie cannot stand the way they joked about it..reallie wanna just scream out "if it's that 'disgusting' then dun come..i din ask u to come~" there's a diff btw joking tone and the 'disgusted' and xian2 qi4 kinda tone...
i am getting so temperamental nowadays that it scares me sometimes..the frequency of me cursing and swearing under my breath is getting more and more..reallie not a good sign..dunno wad's wrongggg...>_< on thurs nite, i got REALLIE pissed when bao told me she dun wan to go vivocity when i alr set my mind on taking fc leave to go..i mean she was the one who got me all excited about it..aiya...it might seem minor..but JUST PISSED..sometimes she can reallie get on my nerves unknowingly and partly it's my fault cos i dun tell her about it..but still..tt doesn't stop me from getting angry..
sometimes, i feel so sad..so lost..so confused...like i totallie dunno wad's the meaning of life..wad's the purpose of me going to work everyday, wad's the purpose of me as a being?? sighz..
hmm..recently in a bad mood..dunno is it due to the monthly thingy or wad..but little little things can get me pissed..somehow i feel that it's more of a pent up anger that has accumulated since long long time ago..whenever things dun go my way or wad i just kept it bottled up and dun tell others...think it's kinda unhealthy..must try to talk to ppl more..feel like i am cooped up in a small little world of my own..but..tho i like small talks..i dun actuallie say the things that truely truely bothered me..=\ hai..
just now i got angry over silly things like my frenz commenting on my room being so messy and asking me to take down my zaizai poster(-.-)..i mean, wad i put up on my room is my freedom? the way they said it..like it's so disgusting to do that..? why can't they understand that it's reallie sth i like? why shld i take it down just becos they dun like him or sth? SO RIDICULOUS..i mean it's like reallie common to joke about it..in the past i would prob laugh along with it..but just now..i just totallie cannot stand the way they joked about it..reallie wanna just scream out "if it's that 'disgusting' then dun come..i din ask u to come~" there's a diff btw joking tone and the 'disgusted' and xian2 qi4 kinda tone...
i am getting so temperamental nowadays that it scares me sometimes..the frequency of me cursing and swearing under my breath is getting more and more..reallie not a good sign..dunno wad's wrongggg...>_< on thurs nite, i got REALLIE pissed when bao told me she dun wan to go vivocity when i alr set my mind on taking fc leave to go..i mean she was the one who got me all excited about it..aiya...it might seem minor..but JUST PISSED..sometimes she can reallie get on my nerves unknowingly and partly it's my fault cos i dun tell her about it..but still..tt doesn't stop me from getting angry..
sometimes, i feel so sad..so lost..so confused...like i totallie dunno wad's the meaning of life..wad's the purpose of me going to work everyday, wad's the purpose of me as a being?? sighz..
Saturday, October 28, 2006
recently..quite bored..like do wad also no energy...ytd went to watch the prestige but just b4 the show started..starting getting into those sian sian mood...in the end din reallie enjoy the show..tho i think the show is actuallie quite nice..hai~ i sit until my knees so sore...so xin ku..=( i think my joints are getting olderrrrrr...
but recently i have found my passion for maple again..started to play maple more..even on weekdays...training a new char..xbowman..=P so tempted to go and buy the limited edition maple card..31.50...hmmm...shld i get the chief bandit or mage? hehe...both looks very nice...prob can tell i am just crapping..cos i feel like blogging..yet i can't find a topic to talk abt..so aimlessss now...boo hoo( sry ee, i like to be a copycat!...hee)..basically this entry can be ignored -.-
but recently i have found my passion for maple again..started to play maple more..even on weekdays...training a new char..xbowman..=P so tempted to go and buy the limited edition maple card..31.50...hmmm...shld i get the chief bandit or mage? hehe...both looks very nice...prob can tell i am just crapping..cos i feel like blogging..yet i can't find a topic to talk abt..so aimlessss now...boo hoo( sry ee, i like to be a copycat!...hee)..basically this entry can be ignored -.-
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
(this post is actuallie copied from the other blog i share with my frenz cos i am lazy to type all over again..=P)
went drinking w colleagues on wed~~~
the whole idea was to get together for a farewell party for one of my colleague..i think we spent the whole night out, from 530 to 11+ and i reached home at 12+ ...>.<
anywayz... we went attica and then to gotham penthouse..i din reallie like the music there...but after 3 drinks..nothing reallie matters..lol..esp when i downed the first 2 so fast..omg..by the time i reached my 5th..i alr half gone..giggling at stupid things..only my other colleague had as much as me..=P the two of us like mad women..haha..but it was a comical scene..tho..now that i think of it..quite throw face.hahaha..but i think it's reallie fun to do this once in awhile..hee..
by my 4th drink i reallie quite dizzy le...but i think the drinks i had the alcohol content still ok leh..hehe..reallie doubting my "jiu liang" now..when i went toilet i can reallie feel the world spinning...after i went home..i had the feeling to puke..but din..and once in awhile i will giggle to myself on my bed...SO WEIRD...LOL...the next morning wake up..reallie wanna die..had a burning sensation in my stomach and feel like puking..>_< very horrible..that reallie made me think twice about drinking too much or too fast next time..
as for the ntu recruitment drive on thurs..sigh...=( no one interested in tax...NO ONE...these students reallie have a lot of misconceptions..they think only if they go audit then they can do CPA..which is not true! duno lehz..i think they dunno wad they are getting themselves into when they insist on going audit..=P but that's my personal opinion..maybe some ppl reallie enjoy their work...like yanzhen's workaholic snr..?hehe oh well..tt's abt it..
went drinking w colleagues on wed~~~
the whole idea was to get together for a farewell party for one of my colleague..i think we spent the whole night out, from 530 to 11+ and i reached home at 12+ ...>.<
anywayz... we went attica and then to gotham penthouse..i din reallie like the music there...but after 3 drinks..nothing reallie matters..lol..esp when i downed the first 2 so fast..omg..by the time i reached my 5th..i alr half gone..giggling at stupid things..only my other colleague had as much as me..=P the two of us like mad women..haha..but it was a comical scene..tho..now that i think of it..quite throw face.hahaha..but i think it's reallie fun to do this once in awhile..hee..
by my 4th drink i reallie quite dizzy le...but i think the drinks i had the alcohol content still ok leh..hehe..reallie doubting my "jiu liang" now..when i went toilet i can reallie feel the world spinning...after i went home..i had the feeling to puke..but din..and once in awhile i will giggle to myself on my bed...SO WEIRD...LOL...the next morning wake up..reallie wanna die..had a burning sensation in my stomach and feel like puking..>_< very horrible..that reallie made me think twice about drinking too much or too fast next time..
as for the ntu recruitment drive on thurs..sigh...=( no one interested in tax...NO ONE...these students reallie have a lot of misconceptions..they think only if they go audit then they can do CPA..which is not true! duno lehz..i think they dunno wad they are getting themselves into when they insist on going audit..=P but that's my personal opinion..maybe some ppl reallie enjoy their work...like yanzhen's workaholic snr..?hehe oh well..tt's abt it..
Saturday, October 14, 2006
The Departed.....(do not read if you dun like spoilers)
ARGH...wad a HORRIBLE..SUPER CANNOT MAKE IT MOVIE???? to think the newspapers was saying it's the best adapted movie ...?!like wad the fuck?!(pardon moi language...after watching the show i tend to wanna swear)
well..firstly, the starting is like so brief...like one scene jumps to the next...no connection..-.- and i finally know why it's rated M18?? there's so many "fuck" here and "fuck" there...no way to censor the word out..hahhaa..ok..i accept that that might reallie be the way of speaking..but it's reallie quite irritating when there's like 3 "fuck" in 1 short sentence..-.-
the scenes when leo dicap was killed..it's quite funny instead of feeling sad for him...perhaps it's cos i alr know he will die..so no element of surprise? and no sympathy for him..i reallie lol when the guy shot the black guy..i mean like...wad's the point?!?!?! they die like so sudden...it's more comical than anyting...hahhaa..worse is when matt damon kills that guy as well...o.O like..hello???? it's so cold blooded...like wad my fren says...in the hk version, towards the end, can see that andy lau wants to be a good guy..but in this version, matt damon din show any sign of remorse or wad...everything he did is for his own sake...kinda selfish blah blah..disgusted...and i feel the focus is more on matt damon...somehow i feel...leo dicap's char..didn't shine in this movie...=/
there was the scene at leo's funeral..they were firing and there's this guy behind matt damon that got shocked by it..and he still secretly smiled to himself..hhaahaha..that's the ultimate laughing point! after tat...mark wahlberg..haha..went to kill matt damon..matt damon was like, "ok" like it's ok to kill me..and mark wahlberg reallie shot him..BUT that scene is like super funny! the last part still got a rat on the window there..OMG..I think ee and i laugh the loudest in the cinema ba! SO COMICAL LAH...but it totallie dun have the feel of the hk version...the hk version one is better lah..perhaps one reason is cos i watched it alr..so i alr know how the story will go..but reallie..if u din watch the hk version..u wun get wad's happening..and besides that.. think the sound effect team sux to the core la..the music, sometimes SUPER loud..then suddenly goes quiet or softens for the char to talk..but it's just so OFF..and choice of music sux too...gets kinda irritating most of the time! zzz ..horrible show!! i wanna watch THE PRESTIGE..even if the story sux, i still can feast my eyes with christian bale and hugh jackman~~!
ARGH...wad a HORRIBLE..SUPER CANNOT MAKE IT MOVIE???? to think the newspapers was saying it's the best adapted movie ...?!like wad the fuck?!(pardon moi language...after watching the show i tend to wanna swear)
well..firstly, the starting is like so brief...like one scene jumps to the next...no connection..-.- and i finally know why it's rated M18?? there's so many "fuck" here and "fuck" there...no way to censor the word out..hahhaa..ok..i accept that that might reallie be the way of speaking..but it's reallie quite irritating when there's like 3 "fuck" in 1 short sentence..-.-
the scenes when leo dicap was killed..it's quite funny instead of feeling sad for him...perhaps it's cos i alr know he will die..so no element of surprise? and no sympathy for him..i reallie lol when the guy shot the black guy..i mean like...wad's the point?!?!?! they die like so sudden...it's more comical than anyting...hahhaa..worse is when matt damon kills that guy as well...o.O like..hello???? it's so cold blooded...like wad my fren says...in the hk version, towards the end, can see that andy lau wants to be a good guy..but in this version, matt damon din show any sign of remorse or wad...everything he did is for his own sake...kinda selfish blah blah..disgusted...and i feel the focus is more on matt damon...somehow i feel...leo dicap's char..didn't shine in this movie...=/
there was the scene at leo's funeral..they were firing and there's this guy behind matt damon that got shocked by it..and he still secretly smiled to himself..hhaahaha..that's the ultimate laughing point! after tat...mark wahlberg..haha..went to kill matt damon..matt damon was like, "ok" like it's ok to kill me..and mark wahlberg reallie shot him..BUT that scene is like super funny! the last part still got a rat on the window there..OMG..I think ee and i laugh the loudest in the cinema ba! SO COMICAL LAH...but it totallie dun have the feel of the hk version...the hk version one is better lah..perhaps one reason is cos i watched it alr..so i alr know how the story will go..but reallie..if u din watch the hk version..u wun get wad's happening..and besides that.. think the sound effect team sux to the core la..the music, sometimes SUPER loud..then suddenly goes quiet or softens for the char to talk..but it's just so OFF..and choice of music sux too...gets kinda irritating most of the time! zzz ..horrible show!! i wanna watch THE PRESTIGE..even if the story sux, i still can feast my eyes with christian bale and hugh jackman~~!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
recently..keep meeting up with baoyu they all..especially ee ling, yz, baoyu cos the 4 of us live very near one another..hehe...always have mahjong sessions and always play this game called minimise...hoho...it's like last time even tho we live so near we also dun meet up much..but after all of us started work, i think we reallie can appreciate how xin fu it is to meet up with frenz...so we just keep meeting and meeting...reallie become a weekly affair liao..haha...
dunno is it becos of them...i keep having the crave to sing!i wanna go ktv so badly~! i also wanna just hang out at someone's house and play game, talk crap..hehe...so looking forward to x'mas celebration/present exchange/count down..hee but it's like 2 more months?!? lol..we plan so far ahead le...next yr going to phantom of the opera! ok...actuallie recently very unhappie at work..cos of the ppl there..but i am so lazy to write abt it..cos thinking of it makes me so sianz..:( boo hoo...working sux (saying this for the Nth time...)
dunno is it becos of them...i keep having the crave to sing!i wanna go ktv so badly~! i also wanna just hang out at someone's house and play game, talk crap..hehe...so looking forward to x'mas celebration/present exchange/count down..hee but it's like 2 more months?!? lol..we plan so far ahead le...next yr going to phantom of the opera! ok...actuallie recently very unhappie at work..cos of the ppl there..but i am so lazy to write abt it..cos thinking of it makes me so sianz..:( boo hoo...working sux (saying this for the Nth time...)
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
since i have time...i shall upload some photossss
hehe..can tell that i am very free..so long nv stay home all day liaoz...so happie to have some time to myself...anywayz just some pics from JY's farewell "party"...
We are a great combi for Kranium~ hahaa
@ marina steamboat...posing...notice a certain person showing off her back? hahaa
More pics @ marina...
eeeeeeeeeeeeee...so niang...-.-
the photographer is sick..so she can't have ice cream...awwwww..
a rare combi of faces..=P
I was supposed to share the red wine with Ee and JY but in the end..i still stuck to good o' beer~
Cheers!! =) Shiyuan's beer looks like ribena!
We are a great combi for Kranium~ hahaa
@ marina steamboat...posing...notice a certain person showing off her back? hahaa
More pics @ marina...
eeeeeeeeeeeeee...so niang...-.-
the photographer is sick..so she can't have ice cream...awwwww..
a rare combi of faces..=P
I was supposed to share the red wine with Ee and JY but in the end..i still stuck to good o' beer~
Cheers!! =) Shiyuan's beer looks like ribena!
Ulcer + headache attack!
since monday i have been having headache ..dunno is it a psychological thing cos i have this super pain ulcer near my wisdom tooth..SUPER pain lo!..so pain that it affects my brain..*talking rubbish* but reallie...very miserable at work...i can't even eat or talk properly...suffering in silence...hai~
actuallie ytd i was kinda upset..felt so outcasted @ work...it's like we had this "connect session" for the whole dept..so after that we went to for receiption..then i dunno lehz..dunno it's unintentionally or wad...my colleagues will stick together..like at first i was walking with one of them..and she spotted the rest at the back, she din even tell me then she just went over to join them..and left me alone there..like so off lo..so i also walked over lah..but the feeling is like..they dun reallie care whether i got join them anot..like i am not part of the grp ( but technically we are always together in that grp la)..hai~ very sad..then nvm..i went to look for some of the A2s i will be sitting with during DnD..but they also like talk among themselves..depressing..this is wad will happen at the DnD? i have to entertain myself throughout that night? T_T such a depressing tot..hai~after that..i went back to join my fellow A1s..then realise they are talking abt the dance pract they will be going later in the day ..then they started talking about the dance instructors etc...i was totallie blur..and sometimes when they leave and rejoin the grp, they will form a circle and i will be out of it...like so mean lo...>_< maybe i reallie dun have enough presence..it's like whether i am there anot, they can't even feel it...feel so neglected..so i went home with a horrible mood...wallowing in self pity..hai~
then this morning..i decided to pon work for the first time...partly cos the ulcer is reallie excruciatingly pain and secondly i dun reallie feel like seeing my colleagues...especially one of them...i somehow feel that she dun like me lo..if given a choice, maybe she rather go lunch alone than eat alone with me that kinda thing..i rem that time after gym, she told me she was going somewhere else..but who knows..while walking to the platform at dhoby ghaut, i saw her in front on the travelator..she lied so she dun have to go home with me~ such a bitch~ it pisses me off just thinking about it..
somehow i always feel that i dun leave an impact in ppl's lives, with or without me will not make much of a diff to ppl..maybe i just have this face that can be easily forgotten..i dunno..or just no strong personality i guess...=\ sadz~
actuallie ytd i was kinda upset..felt so outcasted @ work...it's like we had this "connect session" for the whole dept..so after that we went to for receiption..then i dunno lehz..dunno it's unintentionally or wad...my colleagues will stick together..like at first i was walking with one of them..and she spotted the rest at the back, she din even tell me then she just went over to join them..and left me alone there..like so off lo..so i also walked over lah..but the feeling is like..they dun reallie care whether i got join them anot..like i am not part of the grp ( but technically we are always together in that grp la)..hai~ very sad..then nvm..i went to look for some of the A2s i will be sitting with during DnD..but they also like talk among themselves..depressing..this is wad will happen at the DnD? i have to entertain myself throughout that night? T_T such a depressing tot..hai~after that..i went back to join my fellow A1s..then realise they are talking abt the dance pract they will be going later in the day ..then they started talking about the dance instructors etc...i was totallie blur..and sometimes when they leave and rejoin the grp, they will form a circle and i will be out of it...like so mean lo...>_< maybe i reallie dun have enough presence..it's like whether i am there anot, they can't even feel it...feel so neglected..so i went home with a horrible mood...wallowing in self pity..hai~
then this morning..i decided to pon work for the first time...partly cos the ulcer is reallie excruciatingly pain and secondly i dun reallie feel like seeing my colleagues...especially one of them...i somehow feel that she dun like me lo..if given a choice, maybe she rather go lunch alone than eat alone with me that kinda thing..i rem that time after gym, she told me she was going somewhere else..but who knows..while walking to the platform at dhoby ghaut, i saw her in front on the travelator..she lied so she dun have to go home with me~ such a bitch~ it pisses me off just thinking about it..
somehow i always feel that i dun leave an impact in ppl's lives, with or without me will not make much of a diff to ppl..maybe i just have this face that can be easily forgotten..i dunno..or just no strong personality i guess...=\ sadz~
Friday, September 29, 2006
updatesssss...
woohoo..my first crush in a long while..but it's very obvious it's a crush cos i nv talk to him b4...kekeke..
he is a senior in my office..haha..just feel tt he is very zai in his work..yet has a good sense of humour (eavesdropped when he was chatting with his colleagues)...lol..but he is married and with kids..hahaha..prob ard 30 ba..but among all the guys here..he is the only one that is reallie the more "interesting" one..haha..as for the guy that came in the same time as me..i no longer find him good looking..he's just a tall average looking person now..altho my fren thinks he's super cute..-.-"
next week is my DnD at Swiss hotel..=\ i am not performing! but 7 out of 9 of the A1s in my dept is dancing...haha..they are overly enthu abt it..siao ginas...i dun like dancing..i will look like some piggy trying to twist and turn...lol..left with 7 days and no dress to wear..*yawns* i think i shall just go in office wear -.-
talked to jingyi on msn last night...feel so tempted to go uk find her in dec/jan..hai~but i think of the air ticket...heart pain..somemore in winter..uk so cold..=\ but one good thing is can wear boots like nobody's biz..i know i know..in singapore also can..but..it's just so aa to me..like hello? 30+ degree and..everyone is in sandals/flip flops...then someone so extra in boots...? dun think so~ aiya..i just wanna hurry clear my leave this year lehz...wait next yr peak then so hard to get approval for leave -.-! and i reallie feel like going overseas...i wanna go japan or maybe go taiwan again..but with frenz this time..hehe...sighz~ dunno how lehz...anyone has any suggestions? hehe..
ytd...went new york new york with the sngs gals..hehe..ade and i treat them...but actuallie ok la..in the end abt 20+ each...so me n ade ard 60+ each...still alright...but they reallie think we print money..lol..1599 very easy to use up...esp on trasport and food..sigh~ i wish for the increment faster...T_T such a underpaid job..sianz...
i have decided to do sth abt the ever bulging tummy..time to use my mum's osim machine...keke..weekends go jogging/swimming and weekday go gym!! lol...wad's the chances of that getting carried out i reallie wonder...hehe
btw..i am typing all these in office...why? cos snrs on leave, hai~ lotsa outstanding things..=\ super low prooductivity today..just waiting for time to pass ...sianz...
he is a senior in my office..haha..just feel tt he is very zai in his work..yet has a good sense of humour (eavesdropped when he was chatting with his colleagues)...lol..but he is married and with kids..hahaha..prob ard 30 ba..but among all the guys here..he is the only one that is reallie the more "interesting" one..haha..as for the guy that came in the same time as me..i no longer find him good looking..he's just a tall average looking person now..altho my fren thinks he's super cute..-.-"
next week is my DnD at Swiss hotel..=\ i am not performing! but 7 out of 9 of the A1s in my dept is dancing...haha..they are overly enthu abt it..siao ginas...i dun like dancing..i will look like some piggy trying to twist and turn...lol..left with 7 days and no dress to wear..*yawns* i think i shall just go in office wear -.-
talked to jingyi on msn last night...feel so tempted to go uk find her in dec/jan..hai~but i think of the air ticket...heart pain..somemore in winter..uk so cold..=\ but one good thing is can wear boots like nobody's biz..i know i know..in singapore also can..but..it's just so aa to me..like hello? 30+ degree and..everyone is in sandals/flip flops...then someone so extra in boots...? dun think so~ aiya..i just wanna hurry clear my leave this year lehz...wait next yr peak then so hard to get approval for leave -.-! and i reallie feel like going overseas...i wanna go japan or maybe go taiwan again..but with frenz this time..hehe...sighz~ dunno how lehz...anyone has any suggestions? hehe..
ytd...went new york new york with the sngs gals..hehe..ade and i treat them...but actuallie ok la..in the end abt 20+ each...so me n ade ard 60+ each...still alright...but they reallie think we print money..lol..1599 very easy to use up...esp on trasport and food..sigh~ i wish for the increment faster...T_T such a underpaid job..sianz...
i have decided to do sth abt the ever bulging tummy..time to use my mum's osim machine...keke..weekends go jogging/swimming and weekday go gym!! lol...wad's the chances of that getting carried out i reallie wonder...hehe
btw..i am typing all these in office...why? cos snrs on leave, hai~ lotsa outstanding things..=\ super low prooductivity today..just waiting for time to pass ...sianz...
Friday, September 15, 2006
wahaha...SOOOOO long no blog...almost forgot i got this blog liaoz...hai~~ i have worked for 2 months ++ liao..and starting to get the hang of things...wah..starting is reallie very bad lo...every little thing do wrongly and my snr will not hesitate to "nag" me...starting i reallie cannot stand her..but now...i think as we get to work more often..she seems to treat me better liaoz...=P phew..if not so stressed...
reallie nothing much to update abt...life is now a cycle of waking up, going to work, go home, watch tv, sleep..no social life manz~ hai~...but at least it's still better than my frenz in audit..they are reallie very cham..totallie no life at all...work from 830 to 12?!?!? omg..how to hang out w frenz after work lidat? some of them when on job, they dun even have internet...totallie cut off from the world sia..=\
sighz..met up w some of my uni frenz on thurs..hearing them talk abt their job..they seem pretty satisfied w their jobs..then when asked of wad my job is abt..i totallie got no idea how to tell them..it's like...the work i do...so brainless...-.- say alr also throw face...but actually the stress from meeting the datelines is quite big actuallie..dun think they understand..and made my job sound like so simple and relaxing...relaxing my foot -.- then they were talking abt chging job after a few years...seriously..i dun reallie intend to ...i am pretty happie w where i am now..tho it's not the greatest job nor do i have the greatest employer..but i think it's not too bad an employer lo..so...i reallie feel like staying there...there's a lot of ppl working there and it's their first job..some are like mgrs liaoz...hmmm...dunno lehz..=\ no matter where i go..i feel i can't find the perfect job tt i will enjoy..so........hai~ duno lah..
ya..i know this post has totallie no content..but i just feel like typing..lol..aiya..when i have better things to update then blog again ba =.=
reallie nothing much to update abt...life is now a cycle of waking up, going to work, go home, watch tv, sleep..no social life manz~ hai~...but at least it's still better than my frenz in audit..they are reallie very cham..totallie no life at all...work from 830 to 12?!?!? omg..how to hang out w frenz after work lidat? some of them when on job, they dun even have internet...totallie cut off from the world sia..=\
sighz..met up w some of my uni frenz on thurs..hearing them talk abt their job..they seem pretty satisfied w their jobs..then when asked of wad my job is abt..i totallie got no idea how to tell them..it's like...the work i do...so brainless...-.- say alr also throw face...but actually the stress from meeting the datelines is quite big actuallie..dun think they understand..and made my job sound like so simple and relaxing...relaxing my foot -.- then they were talking abt chging job after a few years...seriously..i dun reallie intend to ...i am pretty happie w where i am now..tho it's not the greatest job nor do i have the greatest employer..but i think it's not too bad an employer lo..so...i reallie feel like staying there...there's a lot of ppl working there and it's their first job..some are like mgrs liaoz...hmmm...dunno lehz..=\ no matter where i go..i feel i can't find the perfect job tt i will enjoy..so........hai~ duno lah..
ya..i know this post has totallie no content..but i just feel like typing..lol..aiya..when i have better things to update then blog again ba =.=
Saturday, July 29, 2006
1st month of work
wah...it's only been one month but i feel like i have been working there forever!!
working life..is reallie very horrible..u squeeze in the morning train, during lunch u squeeze with the crowd..chopping seats with packets of tissue papers..and i used to despise such ppl..now i fully understand why they have to resort to that..it's reallie freaking crowded..go home squeeze w the going home crowd..can u imagine..for the rest of ur life..it's gonna be like this?? it's only when u start work that u fully appreciate and thank God for the existence of public holidays...T.T *looking forward to National Day*
luckily these few days..i finally got things to do...time passes very fast when u have things to do...hahaha..apparently a lot of ppl noticed tt i was very free during a period of time..my colleague even suspects that my snr and coach forgot abt my existence..>_< haha..but tt's last time..now..once in awhile u see ppl coming to my desk..asking me to do things..but i prefer having things to do..at least u feel more useful..and feels more enriching..haha..
hai~ the snr i have been assigned to...well...maybe it's cos we are not tt close yet..just feel that there's a gen gap btw us..-.- i feel like i am in sch..tcha ask me to do things..i cannot say no those kind..maybe cos of the diff in our ranks..dunno leh..very hard to describe wad exactly it is like to work w her...she can be quite demanding..and she always wants things done HER way..-.- a bit no flexibility lo...=X sianz..and i somehow have a feeling tt someone from the same batch as me..dun reallie like me?? She can like talk to anyone except me..and she dun like to walk beside me..if the others are in pairs alr..she will rather walk behind me..so weird..=.= maybe i think too much lah..
and today's the first time i talked to this guy from the same batch as me...he's from the same jc as tammy..zzz..but i think he is most prob attached..no chance le..hahaha..sianz..my office alr limited guys..and all the guys there are either too old, married or attached..wad is this man?! =.=~ it's time i start visiting sdu...kekeke...
i cannot wait for one yr to pass so that new associates will come in~!! i dun wanna be the lowest form of life there..T_T even the vacational trainees are gone..all the stupid admin things will be pushed to us..hai~ ming ku ah...
working life..is reallie very horrible..u squeeze in the morning train, during lunch u squeeze with the crowd..chopping seats with packets of tissue papers..and i used to despise such ppl..now i fully understand why they have to resort to that..it's reallie freaking crowded..go home squeeze w the going home crowd..can u imagine..for the rest of ur life..it's gonna be like this?? it's only when u start work that u fully appreciate and thank God for the existence of public holidays...T.T *looking forward to National Day*
luckily these few days..i finally got things to do...time passes very fast when u have things to do...hahaha..apparently a lot of ppl noticed tt i was very free during a period of time..my colleague even suspects that my snr and coach forgot abt my existence..>_< haha..but tt's last time..now..once in awhile u see ppl coming to my desk..asking me to do things..but i prefer having things to do..at least u feel more useful..and feels more enriching..haha..
hai~ the snr i have been assigned to...well...maybe it's cos we are not tt close yet..just feel that there's a gen gap btw us..-.- i feel like i am in sch..tcha ask me to do things..i cannot say no those kind..maybe cos of the diff in our ranks..dunno leh..very hard to describe wad exactly it is like to work w her...she can be quite demanding..and she always wants things done HER way..-.- a bit no flexibility lo...=X sianz..and i somehow have a feeling tt someone from the same batch as me..dun reallie like me?? She can like talk to anyone except me..and she dun like to walk beside me..if the others are in pairs alr..she will rather walk behind me..so weird..=.= maybe i think too much lah..
and today's the first time i talked to this guy from the same batch as me...he's from the same jc as tammy..zzz..but i think he is most prob attached..no chance le..hahaha..sianz..my office alr limited guys..and all the guys there are either too old, married or attached..wad is this man?! =.=~ it's time i start visiting sdu...kekeke...
i cannot wait for one yr to pass so that new associates will come in~!! i dun wanna be the lowest form of life there..T_T even the vacational trainees are gone..all the stupid admin things will be pushed to us..hai~ ming ku ah...
Thursday, July 13, 2006
at work..
this is the 9th day i am working here..wah..super sian..i got nothing to do..zzz
and until now also haven reallie get to know the ppl here..yawnz..hope fully starting from next week will have more things to do ..if not i reallie think i will start decomposing..T_T
and until now also haven reallie get to know the ppl here..yawnz..hope fully starting from next week will have more things to do ..if not i reallie think i will start decomposing..T_T
Saturday, July 08, 2006
first week of work...
sian~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3 and a half days of training...reallie very boring..i wish i can use another word to express the true "sian-ness" of it...sigh...we went up to our seats on thurs afternoon..got nothing to do and i dun have my comp pw..can only stare into space..still not very close to my fellow colleagues who went in w me..there's altogether 6 of us..out of the 6 only got 1 guy..lol..well..it's like reallie bad cos 2 of them are from china..1 is a malay, the other ger is..i dunno...she seems very dao..-.- and she is one yr older than me..actuallie the guy is kinda good looking but too bad..he's attached...keke..so..on friday i also spent the whole day doing nothing..except writing an input sheet which seriously could have been done in 20 mins..i took 1 hour plus to do it cos i dunno wad else to do after tt..so i just took my time somemore we dun have to charge our time till 15 july..so wadever we do now is kinda unreflected..i think this charging time is so ridiculous..u are supposed to charge the hours u spent on the client's case on him..and everyday is 8 hours chargeable time..it's like..up to us to fill in so who reallie knows how much time i spent on the case? maybe i spent only 5 hours on it but i still charge 7 hours?? no logic lehz..maybe as i go along i will understand it more ba...but the first week was reallie like a nightmare lo..u can reallie appreciate why ppl always say it's so fortunate to be a student..especially uni student can? maybe only me but my uni days quite slack sia..(cos i dun study much till exams) haha..aiya...hopefully things will get better? seniors say tt during peak hours, they go home at 11 plus 12 plus..so next yr i will be mentally prepared for tt...in the mean time, for the sake of my salary..i must hang in there...T_T
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
back..starting work...world cup..T.T
without realising..i've been back from taiwan for 1 week plus le...right after i come back..i went to baoyu's house to watch world cup overnight liao..so soccer crazy..can't believe myself..haha..anywayz that's the day czech lost to ghana -.-" sad case..since i came home..i think i spent most of my time watching world cup and playing maple..1 week plus..sounds very short but to me i felt like i haven been back for ages..seriously..i like being in singapore more..haha...even though taiwan has its fun stuffs..anyway the main pt of this post is to whine abt starting work soon!!! omg..i cannot imagine life once i start work..even shopping for working stuffs sux..looking at all the bags, suits, working clothes..disgusted -.-~ i wanna shop for normal go out clothes..but i think not much chance to wear them le..o.o cos knowing me..i would prob spend my time slacking at home during weekends...weekdays sure work till wanna drop liao...no energy to go out play..haha..
the sian thing is i am starting work the earliest among my frenz going to acct firms..very sian leh..somemore i am a business student..will i be an outcast there??? *scared* i think the first day is the worst...hopefully after that things will be ok...=\ *keeps my fingers crossed*
i am feeling very sian now..mainly becos i can't watch world cup...honestly din know i can be such a soccer fanatic..but so far world cup results haven been going my way..poor spain is out..italy is in by PURE luck and boring soccer of defence..brazil is in as expected which is so boring >_<" and deco is gonna miss the match against england..if portugal is not careful..they just might lose it...SOBZ...horrible refereeing as usual..i mean i am not those pro that reallie understand the game..i am just watching for the thrill of watching players attack..so italy style of playing..reallie isn't my cup of tea..and watching the replay from the australia and italy match..everyone will know that the penalty wasn't even supposed to happen.stupid idiot blind gullible referee..hai~ maybe u reallie need more than skills to win in world cup ba..
anywayz recently i have been down on my luck..maybe i am exaggerating abit..but reallie quite unlucky..(for maplers only) i scroll my deadly fin and 4 out of 5 failed..how unlucky can u get?!? and ytd while waiting for the spain and france match, i went to heat up the pizza..and i can actuallie drop the WHOLE BIG BEAUTIFUL pizza on the floor..right next to the newspaper my dog does its business on..T_T sad case...first sign of bad luck and that spain will lose...sigh~ and they reallie lose..sad sad sad..today my dad's car got banged by some idiot loser who ran off after banging..sad case la..dunno who the culprit is..tho we roughly guessed it was the old uncle and aunties that were the only other group at the temple..grrrrrrr..DAM IDIOTS..
lucky the dent isn't those super deep in kind..but it's still quite obvious and it's a new car leh! wtf lo..poor dad...and my auntie has to be ard to continue adding salt and vinegar..how i wish i can staple her mouth -.-!!!! horrible horrible person..dunno when to say the right things de lehz...live till so old le still so dumb..-.- i am not being disrespectful ok..if u know her..u will agree with me totallie..at least my sis and i alr condemn her...(she has to tag along to taiwan too) so off..and even suggested sharing room with my sis and i..?! no way will i share room w her -.- i have learnt my lesson...hard..i can't imagine non stop yakking -.-
zzz...i am quite lazy to talk abt the taiwan trip..all i can say is the first few days very sian cos it was raining like...non stop?? even take photos also take w the umbrellas..in the end make everyone's mood so sian sian..also no mood to shop ard..somemore the night mkt like pasar malem..u can't try on..then very luan..totallie spoil the mood of shopping..think if wanna go taiwan...still better to go w frenz..cos u will shop for the same things..actuallie i think wu fen pu got a lot of things to buy de..but no trying and their layout very messy...makes u feel so confused..and just no mood to shop la..i think i am still more of the shopping centre person?? got air con, organized layout, fitting rooms, no need to bargain like siao..my philosophy for buying is quite simple..if the price is worth the item just buy..i dun like to bargain for so long..very ma fan..i like hassle free shopping~~but lidat i am destined not to find good bargains lo..haha..contradicting yes i know..but tt's just women..they always contradict themselves..keke..
i think i have side track a lot..
hmm...monday starting work le..but i still dun have a working bag...hmmm...wad to do leh...and after start working dunno got time to maple anot..but judging from ks and ade..seems like will have time lah..hehe...weekends i guess..sian..why must i start work soooooooooooooooooooooo early??????
the sian thing is i am starting work the earliest among my frenz going to acct firms..very sian leh..somemore i am a business student..will i be an outcast there??? *scared* i think the first day is the worst...hopefully after that things will be ok...=\ *keeps my fingers crossed*
i am feeling very sian now..mainly becos i can't watch world cup...honestly din know i can be such a soccer fanatic..but so far world cup results haven been going my way..poor spain is out..italy is in by PURE luck and boring soccer of defence..brazil is in as expected which is so boring >_<" and deco is gonna miss the match against england..if portugal is not careful..they just might lose it...SOBZ...horrible refereeing as usual..i mean i am not those pro that reallie understand the game..i am just watching for the thrill of watching players attack..so italy style of playing..reallie isn't my cup of tea..and watching the replay from the australia and italy match..everyone will know that the penalty wasn't even supposed to happen.stupid idiot blind gullible referee..hai~ maybe u reallie need more than skills to win in world cup ba..
anywayz recently i have been down on my luck..maybe i am exaggerating abit..but reallie quite unlucky..(for maplers only) i scroll my deadly fin and 4 out of 5 failed..how unlucky can u get?!? and ytd while waiting for the spain and france match, i went to heat up the pizza..and i can actuallie drop the WHOLE BIG BEAUTIFUL pizza on the floor..right next to the newspaper my dog does its business on..T_T sad case...first sign of bad luck and that spain will lose...sigh~ and they reallie lose..sad sad sad..today my dad's car got banged by some idiot loser who ran off after banging..sad case la..dunno who the culprit is..tho we roughly guessed it was the old uncle and aunties that were the only other group at the temple..grrrrrrr..DAM IDIOTS..
lucky the dent isn't those super deep in kind..but it's still quite obvious and it's a new car leh! wtf lo..poor dad...and my auntie has to be ard to continue adding salt and vinegar..how i wish i can staple her mouth -.-!!!! horrible horrible person..dunno when to say the right things de lehz...live till so old le still so dumb..-.- i am not being disrespectful ok..if u know her..u will agree with me totallie..at least my sis and i alr condemn her...(she has to tag along to taiwan too) so off..and even suggested sharing room with my sis and i..?! no way will i share room w her -.- i have learnt my lesson...hard..i can't imagine non stop yakking -.-
zzz...i am quite lazy to talk abt the taiwan trip..all i can say is the first few days very sian cos it was raining like...non stop?? even take photos also take w the umbrellas..in the end make everyone's mood so sian sian..also no mood to shop ard..somemore the night mkt like pasar malem..u can't try on..then very luan..totallie spoil the mood of shopping..think if wanna go taiwan...still better to go w frenz..cos u will shop for the same things..actuallie i think wu fen pu got a lot of things to buy de..but no trying and their layout very messy...makes u feel so confused..and just no mood to shop la..i think i am still more of the shopping centre person?? got air con, organized layout, fitting rooms, no need to bargain like siao..my philosophy for buying is quite simple..if the price is worth the item just buy..i dun like to bargain for so long..very ma fan..i like hassle free shopping~~but lidat i am destined not to find good bargains lo..haha..contradicting yes i know..but tt's just women..they always contradict themselves..keke..
i think i have side track a lot..
hmm...monday starting work le..but i still dun have a working bag...hmmm...wad to do leh...and after start working dunno got time to maple anot..but judging from ks and ade..seems like will have time lah..hehe...weekends i guess..sian..why must i start work soooooooooooooooooooooo early??????
Thursday, June 08, 2006
photos photos..
hmm...the long awaited(?) photos..decided to upload some first...still got baoyu's cam's photos...but her laptop just crashed..-.- gotta wait le...
some of the photos we took ...
First day on the street..walking to 女人街..
Our navigator and his gf...lol~ =P
Watched the TVB drama serial b4? it's called ICAC (in chinese)
Soccer fever burns~
Two satisfied customers..=D
On the tram to Lan Kwai Fong
I forgot where is this ...o.o i think is the exhibition and convention centre
at the temple..somewhere o.o
3rd day...to disneyland~~~
At disney's entrance =D
On the carousel~~~ weeeeeeeeeeee...
Snow White..look like the cartoon anot?? haha =P
With two of the ppl working at the shop~ i think we took this for their uniform..but cannot reallie see...o.o
At the airport..
actuallie we took a lot lah..but to find one that i look ok in..very hard..lol..so have limited choices...hehe..in the meantime..shall wait for baoyu's photos...>.< tml going taiwan le...not very excited..i wanna stay home watch shows and world cup! -.- sigh~
sth else that happened to me ...i know my results le .....-.- 2nd lower...wad do i expect right? with that amount of effort i put in..get 2nd lower shld be happie le..oh well..=X
some of the photos we took ...
First day on the street..walking to 女人街..
Our navigator and his gf...lol~ =P
Watched the TVB drama serial b4? it's called ICAC (in chinese)
Soccer fever burns~
Two satisfied customers..=D
On the tram to Lan Kwai Fong
I forgot where is this ...o.o i think is the exhibition and convention centre
at the temple..somewhere o.o
3rd day...to disneyland~~~
At disney's entrance =D
On the carousel~~~ weeeeeeeeeeee...
Snow White..look like the cartoon anot?? haha =P
With two of the ppl working at the shop~ i think we took this for their uniform..but cannot reallie see...o.o
At the airport..
actuallie we took a lot lah..but to find one that i look ok in..very hard..lol..so have limited choices...hehe..in the meantime..shall wait for baoyu's photos...>.< tml going taiwan le...not very excited..i wanna stay home watch shows and world cup! -.- sigh~
sth else that happened to me ...i know my results le .....-.- 2nd lower...wad do i expect right? with that amount of effort i put in..get 2nd lower shld be happie le..oh well..=X
Saturday, May 27, 2006
WAHAHA..i'm BACK~!
heehee..back from hk alr..wanted to blog ytd..but reallie too lazy and was busy exploring ludibrium in maple...hehe..anywayz..this will be a super long post on my days in hk~~~
1st day: Reached HK at ard 12noon, weather:cloudy, mood: excited
First stop at the airport --- TOILET..had a huge stomach ache..sobz sobz..i "jumped" queue and asked the woman in front if i could go first..lol..
anywayz by the time we settled everything, it was alr 3..so we went ard to look for lunch...i think we were all kinda blur as to where to go? so we just sorta look as we walked..finally decided to go eat yuntun mian..hmm..the noodles wasn't very nice..but the yuntun and soup was not bad..the yuntun was filled with prawns..not like in singapore which got more meat than prawns..after tat..we decided to go back to our hotel cos when we reached there were still 2 rooms not ready..anywayz finally we settled our luggages and stuffs and set off for their ladies market..wah seh...i walked till my legs wanna break..the tour agency person told us it's near by..nearby my foot ah..-.- very far lehz..anywayz we finally reached that place...and we shopped for awhile..i got myself a cap~ (pink one somemore..wahhaha~!)..the 3 of them went to get an identical belt each..they always lidat one lo..like to leave me aside then 3 of them go shop together..grrr..but nvm..i got my cap..anywayz we shopped for a while more..then it started to drizzle..after a while..we had to go meet lynette and her bf (Bernard) alr..so we went to take their MTR..their mtr quite convenient lah..just have to press wadever station u wanna go and they will calculate the cost for u..so first time we took the mtr..quite like sg's mrt..just that their map will show which stop u are at and which side to alight from..haha..
we went to eat at some restaurant and got this big wintermelon soup..ahha...the food quite ok..but a bit salty..anywayz, here's the photo of all 8 of us =)
[top: lynette, bernard, yinxiu, john; bottom: baoyu, wynne, yanzhen, me]
after that we went to lan kwai fong..we took the tram there..quite cool ah..and it's the cheapest form of transport in hk..only 2 dollars hk..meaning only 40 cents sing..hehe..anywayz we reached there and just see see look look along the street lah..nv go into any of the pubs..
then we went to eat ice cream..bernard wanted to let us try the hot chocolate(i think so lah) but it was sold out..sad..so had to settle for normal ice cream..haha..but not bad lah..that man gave lynette an extra scoop cos that was the last scoop for that ice cream..haha..
without realizing, it's alr 11 plus i think..so we head back to our hotel liao..quite tired that day..must be all the walking..haha..
btw..my hotel room damn cold can?! like antartica lidat..shesh..baoyu worse than me..she had TWO blankets, and she still stuffed her legs into of the pillow case..and had her jacket on..haha..so poor thing..me lehz..slept like a curled up ball all night..dun even dare to move my legs..cos too cold..the bed so big, i only took up like one inch of it -.- haha..then we realised the next day that we had the air con at the highest fan speed =.= 1 was highest and we tot it was the lowest..dummy us~ -.-
Day 2: Woke at 645am, weather: cloudy/rainy, mood:sleepy~ :P
Met our half day tour guide..her name is Joey..but she so dun look like a ger can..haha..but she is very nice and very funny lah..tho she smokes A LOT..reallie a lot..almost everytime we alight, she will be smoking de..
well..first stop, we went to the exhibition and convention center(i think tt's the name) and was just in time to see their flag rising ceremony..haha..then went to have dim sum breakfast! YUMMY!! i loveeee the century egg porridge! DAMN NICE~!
after breakfast, we set off to some mountain(i can't rem the name liao), from there look down..reallie very beautiful lo..and the rich ppl all live somewhere there de..so cool~ then went to some temple w a large guan yin statue..and crossed a bridge that supposedly increases ur life by hmm..3 days?! hehe..i walked twice..so 6 days more for me...lol~
we also went for this boat ride..which lasts for 25 mins..and we ate this roast duck "noodle"..it's not noodles..more like gui tiao..but very nice..
[me and yx on the boat ride :P]
[the roast duck 粉..ichiban~!]
then after that went to some jewellery shop, sells a pendant that is in a shape of a 风车.. it was very well designed..the thing will move when the person wearing it moves..but VERY EX can..costs abt a few hundred SING dollars..*faints* in the end, they all bought the crystal apple..only wynne and i din buy..haha..after lunch we went to some medicine shop and the last stop was OCEAN PARK!!!
[Yanzhen, Baoyu and me with a super extra man -.-]
wah..the place..very crowded..with..PRC..i almost wanted to cry >_< they all reallie just push and push de..sadz
anywayz, we quickly went to the first ride..which is..mine train..*scared* ppl who know me well shld know that i am very timid one..and super scared of such rides..but i dunno why i just went ahead and took the ride..lol..hey~ wadya u know..it's not as bad as i tot..just scream out loud and u will reallie enjoy it..haha..after that we went to the next ride nearby..which is viking...mummy..i reallie very scared can..and the viking wasn't even those big big kind..and i alr sat at the most middle portion liao..*shivers* next ride was the roller coaster..looks very scary..i almost chickened out( i tried a lot of times..john and yx kept persuading me to try so in the end i did)..actuallie..this turned out to be the least scary and most enjoyable one..haha..cos there's not steep steep slope..just 360 degree turn which u can't reallie feel much..hehe..fun~~
cos i SERIOUSLY dun dare to sit the free fall one..so we head on to other stuffs..and i wanted to see the shark aquarium so we went and after that we went to see the reef thingy..got lotsa fascinating fishes lo~ got one called unicorn tang..looks so weird..and one garden eel~ lol dam cute de..
cos we spent too much time there, we were kinda late for the dolphin show..and by the time we reached there, it's full and we had to stand at the top to see..wah seh..dam crowded..and those PRC...zzz they just pushed their way to get in front when we were alr standing there watching..they behave as though we no need to watch only they can watch lidat..shesh...-.- no offence lah..i know they are used to it when they are in their own country..but then..reallie..very barbaric lehz..>_< sian 1/2..in the end, i only caught a glimpse of the 2 dolphins and 2 seals..saddened..worse was we got separated from yx and john...call also cannot reach them cos no reception..then the 4 of us made our way back to the entrance first..all the time..being pushed by ppl..*pissed* and the way back SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO far..walk till my legs reallie wanna BREAK le..finally reached back to the hotel..almost wanted to just stay there and dun go out le..but we meeting lyn and bernard so had to go out..went to eat dinner at some shop selling taiwan food..weird hor..go hk eat taiwan cai? hehe..anywayz, yz din feel well..think is her gastric or sth..she almost puked..*scary*~ then we went to shop at the ladies market..they all managed to buy sth each..got 2 belts, one at 4 bucks the other at 2 bucks sing..and i bought a snoopy pjs with yx..haha..i like the pjs~!
finally..everyone was tired and we took a cab back..much cheaper this way..by the time we settled down..almost 2am i think..*faints* we decided to off the air con cos reallie very cold..but then ah..after awhile..i feel hot le..but i see baoyu still wrapped in her blankets..so nvm ba..haha..
Day 3: DISNEYLAND day woke at 7 plus, weather: fine/cloudy later, mood:happie and excited
went for breakfast at the 茶餐厅opp our hotel..had their set breakfast, got macaroni w ham, double egg and toast and coffee..
hmm..honestly, the macaroni tastes like macaroni in SALT water..and i din like the coffee, too much evaporated milk in it..>_<
reached disneyland at abt 9 plus..and we started exploring the place liaoz...first thing we saw after going in is mickey and minnie..then got tigger and goofy and pluto~! haha..so cool..if u wanna take photo w them u must queue up de..hehe..in the end, the photo we took w mickey n minnie..cannot see my face..but no harm done..i still like that photo a lot..then we took the train to go to fantasy land..hehe..went to take the carousel..and went for the winnie the pooh ride..hehe..
[baoyu, wynne, yx, me, yanzhen at the carousel]
[me and yx at the winnie the pooh entrance]
we had this voucher that allows us to get a free photo either from this pooh ride or the space mountain ride but the first time we ride the pooh thing, we din know where the camera was, by the time we knew, it took the photo alr..so funny..no one was looking at the camera..so we decided to go for another time..this time being fully prepared..hehe..the photo very nice also~then we shopped at the sourvenir shop..omg the things all so cute de!! me and yx went to put on the minnie mouse hair band to take photo..lol..very funnie..
[me and yx with minnie mouse hair band..cute ba?! :P]
after that we saw snow white and took photo w her..she reallie looks like the one in the cartoon can..and she walks so gracefully de...keke..then we went to take the space mountain ride..the whole ride was in darkness..quite scary at first cos i tot will have some sudden drop or sth..haha..but no lah..just pure speed and turnings..enjoyed it..but got this photo..we all look so funny in it..only yx and john looks normal..hehe
[pic taken from the screen..hohoho]
later on we went to this buzz lightyear astro blasters..lol..supposed to shoot the aliens one..quite fun~ if i had time, i would have gone for it again..anywayz..after that we went to the 3d orchestra thingy..when the screen got splash water, reallie got water splash on us o.o haha..so funnie..nice..then we set off to the tarzan area and it started to POUR..sadz..whole jeans soaked..
later on went to shop AGAIN at the shops..me and yx bought a lot of cookies lo..cos the packaging was just soooooo tempting..i am a sucker for packagings..hehe..i spent like 40 bucks there..finally we decided to leave disneyland after taking photo w tigger..(after that yx then told me she and john wanted to stay and watch the fireworks one..ACTUALLIE..ME TOO! sobz..but i know the others dun wanna stay so long in disney...soooooo...)
[the 4 of us with tigger..he din know yx was gonna take photo..so he alr ended his pose..then yx shouted "1,2,3" then tigger was shocked..lol..very cute~!]
so we went to take the mtr..wah the mtr damn cool can?! the windows, handle all in the shape of mickey mouse's head..and inside got figurines of the different disney char..SUPER COOL~ hehe..
anywayz we were all very tired from all the walking so we headed to tsim sha tsui to eat tang dynasty..the famous 豆腐花..not bad lah..but very big leh..for 3-5 ppl..we 4 share also cannot finish..>_< then we went to grandville road to look ard..din shop much lo..cos all tired..yx looks tired too and john seems bored..lol..i managed to buy a 3/4 which i like a lot..in sg, wanna find a 3/4 that LOOKS like a 3/4 on me is so hard lo..haha..anywayz..we all reallie very tired..so we went back and rest..by the time we packed finished..wow..1plus almost 2..went over to ga jiao yz and wynne for awhile..2 plus liao..*doze off*
Day 4: last day in hk woke at 830 lidat, weather:sunny!*angry* mood:happie~
woken up by yx's sms..haha..while getting ready, she msg again and say buy back mac breakfast..weehee~! no need to go out..haha..so we waited in our room..yz and wynne came over to ga jiao us this time..wah yz dam hyper..sth wrong..lol~! we took a lot of funnie photos in the room..damn corny..keke..we decided to go mongkok to walk walk..went to the place lyn recommended..it was 1130 when we reached and only a few stores were open..but anywayz shortly after..more shops open liao and we shop very long on that ONE lvl..poor john..he must be SO bored..>_< i feel so bad..haha.but no choice..when he goes shopping w FIVE gers..that's the results..hee..bought a few tops there..and some accessories..i am more happie w the accessories i bought..some of the tops..i just buy cos i got nothing else to buy..so spend the money away..haha..anywayz..by the time we fin shopping there..alr 3..went for lunch at some noodle eatery..then went to eat 许留山..YUMMY..i think the one me and baoyu shared very nice..got glutinous balls in 2 juices, we had watermelon and rock melon juice..then got fresh fruits..very nice!! hehe..then we went to buy the 臭豆腐...but hor..no smell de lehz..after that then the person say actuallie must put the sauce then will bring the smell out..sad..so wad we had was just hard as rock dou fu..lol..not nice..so we din finish it..w/o knowing..we are on our way to the air port liao..sooooooo fast..4 days passed..
my tots on this trip ah..i am reallie glad yx and john came along lo..firstly for john's navigating skills..lol..if depend on the 4 of us..think we will be lost forever..and lucky got yx to pei me sometimes..the 3 of them..always like to do things w/o me de..i also dunno why ..-.- somehow they always go and shop together..and i will be shopping/ looking at another side or sth..maybe we have diff taste?! i dunno..overall..i enjoyed the trip..tho on the plane back..i felt once again neglected by the 3 of them..(saddened) but nvm lah..i will learn to get used to it -.-
next post will have more photos~ (we reallie took A LOT of photos...hehe)
1st day: Reached HK at ard 12noon, weather:cloudy, mood: excited
First stop at the airport --- TOILET..had a huge stomach ache..sobz sobz..i "jumped" queue and asked the woman in front if i could go first..lol..
anywayz by the time we settled everything, it was alr 3..so we went ard to look for lunch...i think we were all kinda blur as to where to go? so we just sorta look as we walked..finally decided to go eat yuntun mian..hmm..the noodles wasn't very nice..but the yuntun and soup was not bad..the yuntun was filled with prawns..not like in singapore which got more meat than prawns..after tat..we decided to go back to our hotel cos when we reached there were still 2 rooms not ready..anywayz finally we settled our luggages and stuffs and set off for their ladies market..wah seh...i walked till my legs wanna break..the tour agency person told us it's near by..nearby my foot ah..-.- very far lehz..anywayz we finally reached that place...and we shopped for awhile..i got myself a cap~ (pink one somemore..wahhaha~!)..the 3 of them went to get an identical belt each..they always lidat one lo..like to leave me aside then 3 of them go shop together..grrr..but nvm..i got my cap..anywayz we shopped for a while more..then it started to drizzle..after a while..we had to go meet lynette and her bf (Bernard) alr..so we went to take their MTR..their mtr quite convenient lah..just have to press wadever station u wanna go and they will calculate the cost for u..so first time we took the mtr..quite like sg's mrt..just that their map will show which stop u are at and which side to alight from..haha..
we went to eat at some restaurant and got this big wintermelon soup..ahha...the food quite ok..but a bit salty..anywayz, here's the photo of all 8 of us =)
[top: lynette, bernard, yinxiu, john; bottom: baoyu, wynne, yanzhen, me]
after that we went to lan kwai fong..we took the tram there..quite cool ah..and it's the cheapest form of transport in hk..only 2 dollars hk..meaning only 40 cents sing..hehe..anywayz we reached there and just see see look look along the street lah..nv go into any of the pubs..
then we went to eat ice cream..bernard wanted to let us try the hot chocolate(i think so lah) but it was sold out..sad..so had to settle for normal ice cream..haha..but not bad lah..that man gave lynette an extra scoop cos that was the last scoop for that ice cream..haha..
without realizing, it's alr 11 plus i think..so we head back to our hotel liao..quite tired that day..must be all the walking..haha..
btw..my hotel room damn cold can?! like antartica lidat..shesh..baoyu worse than me..she had TWO blankets, and she still stuffed her legs into of the pillow case..and had her jacket on..haha..so poor thing..me lehz..slept like a curled up ball all night..dun even dare to move my legs..cos too cold..the bed so big, i only took up like one inch of it -.- haha..then we realised the next day that we had the air con at the highest fan speed =.= 1 was highest and we tot it was the lowest..dummy us~ -.-
Day 2: Woke at 645am, weather: cloudy/rainy, mood:sleepy~ :P
Met our half day tour guide..her name is Joey..but she so dun look like a ger can..haha..but she is very nice and very funny lah..tho she smokes A LOT..reallie a lot..almost everytime we alight, she will be smoking de..
well..first stop, we went to the exhibition and convention center(i think tt's the name) and was just in time to see their flag rising ceremony..haha..then went to have dim sum breakfast! YUMMY!! i loveeee the century egg porridge! DAMN NICE~!
after breakfast, we set off to some mountain(i can't rem the name liao), from there look down..reallie very beautiful lo..and the rich ppl all live somewhere there de..so cool~ then went to some temple w a large guan yin statue..and crossed a bridge that supposedly increases ur life by hmm..3 days?! hehe..i walked twice..so 6 days more for me...lol~
we also went for this boat ride..which lasts for 25 mins..and we ate this roast duck "noodle"..it's not noodles..more like gui tiao..but very nice..
[me and yx on the boat ride :P]
[the roast duck 粉..ichiban~!]
then after that went to some jewellery shop, sells a pendant that is in a shape of a 风车.. it was very well designed..the thing will move when the person wearing it moves..but VERY EX can..costs abt a few hundred SING dollars..*faints* in the end, they all bought the crystal apple..only wynne and i din buy..haha..after lunch we went to some medicine shop and the last stop was OCEAN PARK!!!
[Yanzhen, Baoyu and me with a super extra man -.-]
wah..the place..very crowded..with..PRC..i almost wanted to cry >_< they all reallie just push and push de..sadz
anywayz, we quickly went to the first ride..which is..mine train..*scared* ppl who know me well shld know that i am very timid one..and super scared of such rides..but i dunno why i just went ahead and took the ride..lol..hey~ wadya u know..it's not as bad as i tot..just scream out loud and u will reallie enjoy it..haha..after that we went to the next ride nearby..which is viking...mummy..i reallie very scared can..and the viking wasn't even those big big kind..and i alr sat at the most middle portion liao..*shivers* next ride was the roller coaster..looks very scary..i almost chickened out( i tried a lot of times..john and yx kept persuading me to try so in the end i did)..actuallie..this turned out to be the least scary and most enjoyable one..haha..cos there's not steep steep slope..just 360 degree turn which u can't reallie feel much..hehe..fun~~
cos i SERIOUSLY dun dare to sit the free fall one..so we head on to other stuffs..and i wanted to see the shark aquarium so we went and after that we went to see the reef thingy..got lotsa fascinating fishes lo~ got one called unicorn tang..looks so weird..and one garden eel~ lol dam cute de..
cos we spent too much time there, we were kinda late for the dolphin show..and by the time we reached there, it's full and we had to stand at the top to see..wah seh..dam crowded..and those PRC...zzz they just pushed their way to get in front when we were alr standing there watching..they behave as though we no need to watch only they can watch lidat..shesh...-.- no offence lah..i know they are used to it when they are in their own country..but then..reallie..very barbaric lehz..>_< sian 1/2..in the end, i only caught a glimpse of the 2 dolphins and 2 seals..saddened..worse was we got separated from yx and john...call also cannot reach them cos no reception..then the 4 of us made our way back to the entrance first..all the time..being pushed by ppl..*pissed* and the way back SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO far..walk till my legs reallie wanna BREAK le..finally reached back to the hotel..almost wanted to just stay there and dun go out le..but we meeting lyn and bernard so had to go out..went to eat dinner at some shop selling taiwan food..weird hor..go hk eat taiwan cai? hehe..anywayz, yz din feel well..think is her gastric or sth..she almost puked..*scary*~ then we went to shop at the ladies market..they all managed to buy sth each..got 2 belts, one at 4 bucks the other at 2 bucks sing..and i bought a snoopy pjs with yx..haha..i like the pjs~!
finally..everyone was tired and we took a cab back..much cheaper this way..by the time we settled down..almost 2am i think..*faints* we decided to off the air con cos reallie very cold..but then ah..after awhile..i feel hot le..but i see baoyu still wrapped in her blankets..so nvm ba..haha..
Day 3: DISNEYLAND day woke at 7 plus, weather: fine/cloudy later, mood:happie and excited
went for breakfast at the 茶餐厅opp our hotel..had their set breakfast, got macaroni w ham, double egg and toast and coffee..
hmm..honestly, the macaroni tastes like macaroni in SALT water..and i din like the coffee, too much evaporated milk in it..>_<
reached disneyland at abt 9 plus..and we started exploring the place liaoz...first thing we saw after going in is mickey and minnie..then got tigger and goofy and pluto~! haha..so cool..if u wanna take photo w them u must queue up de..hehe..in the end, the photo we took w mickey n minnie..cannot see my face..but no harm done..i still like that photo a lot..then we took the train to go to fantasy land..hehe..went to take the carousel..and went for the winnie the pooh ride..hehe..
[baoyu, wynne, yx, me, yanzhen at the carousel]
[me and yx at the winnie the pooh entrance]
we had this voucher that allows us to get a free photo either from this pooh ride or the space mountain ride but the first time we ride the pooh thing, we din know where the camera was, by the time we knew, it took the photo alr..so funny..no one was looking at the camera..so we decided to go for another time..this time being fully prepared..hehe..the photo very nice also~then we shopped at the sourvenir shop..omg the things all so cute de!! me and yx went to put on the minnie mouse hair band to take photo..lol..very funnie..
[me and yx with minnie mouse hair band..cute ba?! :P]
after that we saw snow white and took photo w her..she reallie looks like the one in the cartoon can..and she walks so gracefully de...keke..then we went to take the space mountain ride..the whole ride was in darkness..quite scary at first cos i tot will have some sudden drop or sth..haha..but no lah..just pure speed and turnings..enjoyed it..but got this photo..we all look so funny in it..only yx and john looks normal..hehe
[pic taken from the screen..hohoho]
later on we went to this buzz lightyear astro blasters..lol..supposed to shoot the aliens one..quite fun~ if i had time, i would have gone for it again..anywayz..after that we went to the 3d orchestra thingy..when the screen got splash water, reallie got water splash on us o.o haha..so funnie..nice..then we set off to the tarzan area and it started to POUR..sadz..whole jeans soaked..
later on went to shop AGAIN at the shops..me and yx bought a lot of cookies lo..cos the packaging was just soooooo tempting..i am a sucker for packagings..hehe..i spent like 40 bucks there..finally we decided to leave disneyland after taking photo w tigger..(after that yx then told me she and john wanted to stay and watch the fireworks one..ACTUALLIE..ME TOO! sobz..but i know the others dun wanna stay so long in disney...soooooo...)
[the 4 of us with tigger..he din know yx was gonna take photo..so he alr ended his pose..then yx shouted "1,2,3" then tigger was shocked..lol..very cute~!]
so we went to take the mtr..wah the mtr damn cool can?! the windows, handle all in the shape of mickey mouse's head..and inside got figurines of the different disney char..SUPER COOL~ hehe..
anywayz we were all very tired from all the walking so we headed to tsim sha tsui to eat tang dynasty..the famous 豆腐花..not bad lah..but very big leh..for 3-5 ppl..we 4 share also cannot finish..>_< then we went to grandville road to look ard..din shop much lo..cos all tired..yx looks tired too and john seems bored..lol..i managed to buy a 3/4 which i like a lot..in sg, wanna find a 3/4 that LOOKS like a 3/4 on me is so hard lo..haha..anywayz..we all reallie very tired..so we went back and rest..by the time we packed finished..wow..1plus almost 2..went over to ga jiao yz and wynne for awhile..2 plus liao..*doze off*
Day 4: last day in hk woke at 830 lidat, weather:sunny!*angry* mood:happie~
woken up by yx's sms..haha..while getting ready, she msg again and say buy back mac breakfast..weehee~! no need to go out..haha..so we waited in our room..yz and wynne came over to ga jiao us this time..wah yz dam hyper..sth wrong..lol~! we took a lot of funnie photos in the room..damn corny..keke..we decided to go mongkok to walk walk..went to the place lyn recommended..it was 1130 when we reached and only a few stores were open..but anywayz shortly after..more shops open liao and we shop very long on that ONE lvl..poor john..he must be SO bored..>_< i feel so bad..haha.but no choice..when he goes shopping w FIVE gers..that's the results..hee..bought a few tops there..and some accessories..i am more happie w the accessories i bought..some of the tops..i just buy cos i got nothing else to buy..so spend the money away..haha..anywayz..by the time we fin shopping there..alr 3..went for lunch at some noodle eatery..then went to eat 许留山..YUMMY..i think the one me and baoyu shared very nice..got glutinous balls in 2 juices, we had watermelon and rock melon juice..then got fresh fruits..very nice!! hehe..then we went to buy the 臭豆腐...but hor..no smell de lehz..after that then the person say actuallie must put the sauce then will bring the smell out..sad..so wad we had was just hard as rock dou fu..lol..not nice..so we din finish it..w/o knowing..we are on our way to the air port liao..sooooooo fast..4 days passed..
my tots on this trip ah..i am reallie glad yx and john came along lo..firstly for john's navigating skills..lol..if depend on the 4 of us..think we will be lost forever..and lucky got yx to pei me sometimes..the 3 of them..always like to do things w/o me de..i also dunno why ..-.- somehow they always go and shop together..and i will be shopping/ looking at another side or sth..maybe we have diff taste?! i dunno..overall..i enjoyed the trip..tho on the plane back..i felt once again neglected by the 3 of them..(saddened) but nvm lah..i will learn to get used to it -.-
next post will have more photos~ (we reallie took A LOT of photos...hehe)
Sunday, May 21, 2006
the much anticipated (?!) trip is here~
okie dokes..tml going hk liaoz..heehee..actuallie quite excited lah..cos i always like the feeling of going airport..haha..dunno why..just love our airport a lot~~ hahha...actuallie also quite looking forward to the shopping lah..but ah..somehow feel that wad some of my frenz like and wad i like got a bit different..hard to shop together sometimes..haha..oh well..the part i drat is the travelling and potential pick pockets..>_< have to be on the alert, always! very sianz..somemore we all youngsters very easy get scammed..hai~ pray that this will be an enjoyable trip~!! *and hopefully i brought enough money* :) 4 days in hk~ here i come~!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
AHHH...another weirdo~!!!
shesh! why are there so many weirdos these days..>.<
today after pilates, went to bus stop to wait for bus, yx was with me..anywayz as we were talking halfway, i realised this guy was going around asking for money..his "story" was that he lost his wallet just now and his cousin called him to tell him his auntie is in hospital..so he needs 15 bucks to get to the hospital by taxi..ok this man, he is quite fat, wears specs and can't reallie tell his age..maybe in his late twenties? anyway he was carrying this bag of God knows wad..and he was begging this couple..but mainly at the guy lah..well..the guy totallie ignored him..then he just begged and begged..after that he even went to the extent of kneeling down...(mind u..his ass was showing cos the jeans too loose?too low? wadever..)it was a sad sight to behold..he even said things like giving the guy his hp no..tml he will return etc..or that guy give him his hp so he can call him..in my opinion, it's bullshit..anywayz he continue begging and the guy continued to ignore him..after like i dunno 10 mins? another guy walked past and sat down at the next bench..so this beggar said something abt talking to a mute and turned to "attack" the new guy..but this guy so lucky..his bus came almost immediately after that person started begging..so he went back to the first guy..-.-" continues being ignored..so i guess he finally decided to change target to poor yinxiu and I ...(T_T) he said a few times excuse me..but the 2 of us just ignored him..(where is my bus...?? >_<) anywayz..he started his story etc..all this time we just ignored him like he doesn't exist..after talking awhile..he kneeled down again...blah blah..kneeled down twice..wah..at that point of time all i can think of is "i am wearing a skirt"..>_< yaya..sounds very mean to ignore him and all..but put urself in our shoes..how many ppl will actually entertain him? after trying to beg for like 10-15 mins lidat, he started scolding us..say we dun have "tong qing xin" etc..grr..(where is my bus still...??!?!i wanna complain to SBS..86 is so freaking SLOW) think he finally gave up after another 5 mins or so and say "dun lend dun lend la" in hokkien..poooof...think he spotted another ger walking to the busstop..so he went over..wala~he managed to get some money from that ger..at first she said 2 bucks..then he was like..2 bucks cannot la..cannot reach the hospital in changi..how about 5? wah lao! 5 dollars can reach changi from yck?! poof~ afer he got his money he was like "hai shi ni hao, bu xiang na liang ge(meaning yx and i -.-|||)" then he came over and scolded us somemore?! something abt crossing the road be careful or get hit by a car blah blah? i din reallie catch it cos my bus is FINALLY HERE..mind u..i hope he din spit onto my hair..and his breath is full of beer smell..how convincing can he get?!? he walked away liao then he came back and said sth abt "xiao xin you bao ying" ? sth lidat de lah..wad the hell lehz..if i give money to such a loser who doesn't have anything wrong with him except mabe his brain, i will be punished sia..perhaps some ppl may think that it's better to trust than be skeptical..but..i dun like to be treated as a sucker..i cannot imagine giving money to this guy for him to benefit HIMSELF..over my dead body~ grr..one more thing..why he only scold the two of us and not the first guy he asked?? think we GIRLS easy to BULLY????wad the fuck leh..maybe shld have called the police..if he REALLIE is going to see his auntie, ask the police give him a ride there lo~ a lot of cops overseas do that..
besides, if it's reallie that urgent, can't he call his cuz to wait for him at the entrance of the hospital and help him pay for the taxi fare? or if it's reallie that urgent, he should be begging with the taxi driver on his way there and not loitering ard at a busstop..or as a matter of fact, if he reallie needs help from ppl..go ask at the mrt station which is directly opposite..there got so much more ppl? he's so full of shit~ shesh..perhaps i am over berating him or that i am cold hearted..but i just dun believe him at all..he seems so unconvincing and totally unstable..ahhhhhhhhh...why do i keep meeting weirdos these days!!!!???
today after pilates, went to bus stop to wait for bus, yx was with me..anywayz as we were talking halfway, i realised this guy was going around asking for money..his "story" was that he lost his wallet just now and his cousin called him to tell him his auntie is in hospital..so he needs 15 bucks to get to the hospital by taxi..ok this man, he is quite fat, wears specs and can't reallie tell his age..maybe in his late twenties? anyway he was carrying this bag of God knows wad..and he was begging this couple..but mainly at the guy lah..well..the guy totallie ignored him..then he just begged and begged..after that he even went to the extent of kneeling down...(mind u..his ass was showing cos the jeans too loose?too low? wadever..)it was a sad sight to behold..he even said things like giving the guy his hp no..tml he will return etc..or that guy give him his hp so he can call him..in my opinion, it's bullshit..anywayz he continue begging and the guy continued to ignore him..after like i dunno 10 mins? another guy walked past and sat down at the next bench..so this beggar said something abt talking to a mute and turned to "attack" the new guy..but this guy so lucky..his bus came almost immediately after that person started begging..so he went back to the first guy..-.-" continues being ignored..so i guess he finally decided to change target to poor yinxiu and I ...(T_T) he said a few times excuse me..but the 2 of us just ignored him..(where is my bus...?? >_<) anywayz..he started his story etc..all this time we just ignored him like he doesn't exist..after talking awhile..he kneeled down again...blah blah..kneeled down twice..wah..at that point of time all i can think of is "i am wearing a skirt"..>_< yaya..sounds very mean to ignore him and all..but put urself in our shoes..how many ppl will actually entertain him? after trying to beg for like 10-15 mins lidat, he started scolding us..say we dun have "tong qing xin" etc..grr..(where is my bus still...??!?!i wanna complain to SBS..86 is so freaking SLOW) think he finally gave up after another 5 mins or so and say "dun lend dun lend la" in hokkien..poooof...think he spotted another ger walking to the busstop..so he went over..wala~he managed to get some money from that ger..at first she said 2 bucks..then he was like..2 bucks cannot la..cannot reach the hospital in changi..how about 5? wah lao! 5 dollars can reach changi from yck?! poof~ afer he got his money he was like "hai shi ni hao, bu xiang na liang ge(meaning yx and i -.-|||)" then he came over and scolded us somemore?! something abt crossing the road be careful or get hit by a car blah blah? i din reallie catch it cos my bus is FINALLY HERE..mind u..i hope he din spit onto my hair..and his breath is full of beer smell..how convincing can he get?!? he walked away liao then he came back and said sth abt "xiao xin you bao ying" ? sth lidat de lah..wad the hell lehz..if i give money to such a loser who doesn't have anything wrong with him except mabe his brain, i will be punished sia..perhaps some ppl may think that it's better to trust than be skeptical..but..i dun like to be treated as a sucker..i cannot imagine giving money to this guy for him to benefit HIMSELF..over my dead body~ grr..one more thing..why he only scold the two of us and not the first guy he asked?? think we GIRLS easy to BULLY????wad the fuck leh..maybe shld have called the police..if he REALLIE is going to see his auntie, ask the police give him a ride there lo~ a lot of cops overseas do that..
besides, if it's reallie that urgent, can't he call his cuz to wait for him at the entrance of the hospital and help him pay for the taxi fare? or if it's reallie that urgent, he should be begging with the taxi driver on his way there and not loitering ard at a busstop..or as a matter of fact, if he reallie needs help from ppl..go ask at the mrt station which is directly opposite..there got so much more ppl? he's so full of shit~ shesh..perhaps i am over berating him or that i am cold hearted..but i just dun believe him at all..he seems so unconvincing and totally unstable..ahhhhhhhhh...why do i keep meeting weirdos these days!!!!???
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
less than 2 months to go..
well..it's official..i received the letter from pwc finally..starting work on 3rd july..SIAN 1/2!! seems so early~ but then again..i have NOTHING to do at home..reallie NOTHING LO..maybe it's good to start early and get some income..but the sheer tot of not having anymore LONG holidays just sux!hai~
anywayz, these few days reallie ROTTING..literally~ any longer and i might actually see maggots on me -.- it's like i totally can't bring myself to get excited over anything at all..like..so dead >.< today went compass point w by and yz..wah..the 3 of us just sit in ya kun and ROT..stare into blank space..have i reached a point whereby i can't even find the energy to start a conversation? i feel so sian..sian till i have no interest in anything at all..as tho anything that happens ard me is none of my biz..haiyo~ reallie no energy for anything leh...wad to do??????? has the slacker life reduced me to nothing but a slug..getting by each day in such monotonous style? *cries* by and yz were talking abt jobs today and they say i shld look for other jobs other than tax..one of them was like "you dun intend to do tax for the rest of ur life do u?" well of cos i dun..but at this point of time, i totallie have no idea wad i wanna do..nothing reallie interests me (as i have emphasized time and time again up there)..actually i reallie think that a lot of ppl also haven found wad they reallie want yet..just working for the sake of getting an income..to be honest, i wouldn't mind setting up a shop or sth..but then ah...capital leh?and need to have lobangs for things to sell ba..*frowns* life's tough..but ytd my fren just sorta told me off for not realising how lucky i am..honestly..sometimes, i rather not live if living is so meaningless..ok..maybe this sentence sounds a bit heavy..but that's how i feel..gosh..i feel so lost..for the nth time in my life...
anywayz, these few days reallie ROTTING..literally~ any longer and i might actually see maggots on me -.- it's like i totally can't bring myself to get excited over anything at all..like..so dead >.< today went compass point w by and yz..wah..the 3 of us just sit in ya kun and ROT..stare into blank space..have i reached a point whereby i can't even find the energy to start a conversation? i feel so sian..sian till i have no interest in anything at all..as tho anything that happens ard me is none of my biz..haiyo~ reallie no energy for anything leh...wad to do??????? has the slacker life reduced me to nothing but a slug..getting by each day in such monotonous style? *cries* by and yz were talking abt jobs today and they say i shld look for other jobs other than tax..one of them was like "you dun intend to do tax for the rest of ur life do u?" well of cos i dun..but at this point of time, i totallie have no idea wad i wanna do..nothing reallie interests me (as i have emphasized time and time again up there)..actually i reallie think that a lot of ppl also haven found wad they reallie want yet..just working for the sake of getting an income..to be honest, i wouldn't mind setting up a shop or sth..but then ah...capital leh?and need to have lobangs for things to sell ba..*frowns* life's tough..but ytd my fren just sorta told me off for not realising how lucky i am..honestly..sometimes, i rather not live if living is so meaningless..ok..maybe this sentence sounds a bit heavy..but that's how i feel..gosh..i feel so lost..for the nth time in my life...
Sunday, May 14, 2006
KTV 必点歌 (at the moment at least)
weeeee..went ktv recently..realised that my frenz like to sing the same few songs..actuallie i also lah..but maybe got a bit bored of them..so din reallie enjoyed it plus the room was FREEZING..so..hai~anywayz just a list of songs that i love to sing at the moment:
枫
反复记号
隐形人
只因为你
痛彻心扉
原来
真的
我要快乐
人质
平常心
偏见
but somehow i not very gien to sing ktv now..maybe the last one just totally spoilt my mood for it..hai~ maybe i am more suited to sing at home?? hahaha
anywayz seems like got a lot of things to do b4 hk trip..tml still going for injection and i can't find a suitable bag to bring there..>_< bleah..go back to maple liao..
枫
反复记号
隐形人
只因为你
痛彻心扉
原来
真的
我要快乐
人质
平常心
偏见
but somehow i not very gien to sing ktv now..maybe the last one just totally spoilt my mood for it..hai~ maybe i am more suited to sing at home?? hahaha
anywayz seems like got a lot of things to do b4 hk trip..tml still going for injection and i can't find a suitable bag to bring there..>_< bleah..go back to maple liao..
can't think of a title for this
hmmm..today i had supper with some frenz..hmm..sth that bugged me was they asked me if i am attached yet..or do i have anyone in mind? honestly speaking..i dun..i dunno..somehow i am reallie not in the mood to share my life with another person..maybe i am just not ready..and i think i am so not suitable to be in a relationship..firstly, i love myself more than i love anything else..to put so much feelings into a relationship is just plain hard for me..cos i am scared to get hurt..i am very protective over myself..i'd rather be the one who does the hurting than get hurt..that is why my past 2 relationships nv end up well..cos i din devote much time into them..
yes..no doubt there are times when i feel like having someone by my side, someone whom i can always turn to if i am in trouble or sth..but..is tt love?or just dependency? a need for just a "someone" to be there when u need him? sometimes i reallie think that some ppl are together with another person cos they feel lonely..not becos of love..of cos there must be a certain liking involved..but i feel that the largest deciding factor is that they dun wan to be alone anymore..how true can the love be when two ppl are being introduced to each thr frenz with the intention to hook them up?hmm..i dunno..reallie very skeptical abt it..the true love i believe in is u will meet that person without other ppl's interference, when u are meant to meet him, u will on ur own..perhaps this thinking is very naive..but that is wad i feel..at least at this moment..which is why when my frenz offered to introduce me to some guys..i feel very reluctant..it's as tho i have reached a point whereby i can't find my true love on my own anymore and has to resort to matchmaking? gosh..i am only 22? but then again..22 is kinda old alr..haha..contradicting huh..i am also not very sure how i feel abt this whole relationship thingy..cos i am kinda used to having no one by my side..AND i am confortable with that..so..i dunno..maybe i reallie shld be getting a bit worried..but some of my frenz haven even had a r/ship before..so am i just being gan cheong or ?
i dun believe in everlasting love..and i reallie dun think i can maintain a r/ship from this age all the way till i am old..true..there must be love for a couple to get married but i believe love does fade..and i certainly dun believe in fairytales where the couple lived happily ever after..i think that marriage are sustained largely by responsibilities..it's whether the two ppl have enough responsibility to continue with the family..
In this world where there are so much temptations..i reallie dun believe that love can last..unless u live like a fool or u reallie meet a super nice guy..both are hard to accomplish..
yes..no doubt there are times when i feel like having someone by my side, someone whom i can always turn to if i am in trouble or sth..but..is tt love?or just dependency? a need for just a "someone" to be there when u need him? sometimes i reallie think that some ppl are together with another person cos they feel lonely..not becos of love..of cos there must be a certain liking involved..but i feel that the largest deciding factor is that they dun wan to be alone anymore..how true can the love be when two ppl are being introduced to each thr frenz with the intention to hook them up?hmm..i dunno..reallie very skeptical abt it..the true love i believe in is u will meet that person without other ppl's interference, when u are meant to meet him, u will on ur own..perhaps this thinking is very naive..but that is wad i feel..at least at this moment..which is why when my frenz offered to introduce me to some guys..i feel very reluctant..it's as tho i have reached a point whereby i can't find my true love on my own anymore and has to resort to matchmaking? gosh..i am only 22? but then again..22 is kinda old alr..haha..contradicting huh..i am also not very sure how i feel abt this whole relationship thingy..cos i am kinda used to having no one by my side..AND i am confortable with that..so..i dunno..maybe i reallie shld be getting a bit worried..but some of my frenz haven even had a r/ship before..so am i just being gan cheong or ?
i dun believe in everlasting love..and i reallie dun think i can maintain a r/ship from this age all the way till i am old..true..there must be love for a couple to get married but i believe love does fade..and i certainly dun believe in fairytales where the couple lived happily ever after..i think that marriage are sustained largely by responsibilities..it's whether the two ppl have enough responsibility to continue with the family..
In this world where there are so much temptations..i reallie dun believe that love can last..unless u live like a fool or u reallie meet a super nice guy..both are hard to accomplish..
Met a weirdo on my way home >.<
On friday i met this weird person on my way home..i noticed him at the lrt platform..and when we got on the lrt, he sat beside me and he was holding on to one of his shoes? anywayz he put it on liao then he turned and asked me abt the station which happens to be the next one and is the one i am getting off..>.< anywayz i told him it's the next one..so he stood up to go to the door first..when he saw me walking there too he looked and looked and looked at me..3 times? like wad's so weird?i also need to get down wad..anywayz..we got off, on the way down the stairs, he continued to turn back and look at me~ *creepy*
then he went to take the lift down while i chose to take the stairs..cos i tot stairs will take a longer time so he can't folo me or wad..who knows i reached downstairs faster..-.- anywayz i just continued on my way home lah..and i heard this loud and quickening footsteps..wah..quite scary sia..and he walked/ half jogged next to me!! OMG..i nearly freaked out..i just pretend i was looking for sth in my bag so i walked slower..and he continued to walk slightly in front of me..and continued to turn back once in awhile to look at me..grrr..that reallie freaked me out..so at the red light i decided to call my dad to come down and wait for me at the lift..>_< but then..after we crossed the road and reached my block..he went another way..i dunno whether this whole thing was me being paranoid or becos my void deck happened to have some ppl at that time..anywayz..reallie quite creepy at that point of time lah..looking back..i think i was just paranoid lah..then again, it's always to be safe than sorry...think i gave my dad a fright too...hahaa..the thing that reallie creeped me out was he walked so fast till he is walking at the same pace at me...i mean hellooooo!i dunno u..no need to walk next to me ba?!eeee..and not that i am defending myself or wad..but he did look a bit unstable..>_< anywayz..it's quite scary..hopefully wun meet this kind of incident again..
then he went to take the lift down while i chose to take the stairs..cos i tot stairs will take a longer time so he can't folo me or wad..who knows i reached downstairs faster..-.- anywayz i just continued on my way home lah..and i heard this loud and quickening footsteps..wah..quite scary sia..and he walked/ half jogged next to me!! OMG..i nearly freaked out..i just pretend i was looking for sth in my bag so i walked slower..and he continued to walk slightly in front of me..and continued to turn back once in awhile to look at me..grrr..that reallie freaked me out..so at the red light i decided to call my dad to come down and wait for me at the lift..>_< but then..after we crossed the road and reached my block..he went another way..i dunno whether this whole thing was me being paranoid or becos my void deck happened to have some ppl at that time..anywayz..reallie quite creepy at that point of time lah..looking back..i think i was just paranoid lah..then again, it's always to be safe than sorry...think i gave my dad a fright too...hahaa..the thing that reallie creeped me out was he walked so fast till he is walking at the same pace at me...i mean hellooooo!i dunno u..no need to walk next to me ba?!eeee..and not that i am defending myself or wad..but he did look a bit unstable..>_< anywayz..it's quite scary..hopefully wun meet this kind of incident again..
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
where is my letter, pwc?
haiyo..i am getting a bit paranoid now..PWC is supposed to send me the letter to tell me when to start work in May..but she nv say May when..now is like 10 May le..getting a bit gan cheong...did my contract reach them?!? omg..i am sooooooooo worried now..hai~
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Current interest at the moment...=P
hohoho..my current "love" interest is taiwan 偶像剧..no doubt ever since the legendary 流星花园, the drama serials that followed were horribly done with little if not no plot at all..seriously, earlier versions of these taiwan dramas are not that well done..but i think they have improved in terms of plot and filming style over the years..人活着就是为了要不断进步,不是吗? haha..anywayz, here's just to share a few shows i have been watching since my exams ended lah..special thanks to Baoyu who told me can watch one of the shows on YouTube thus starting my insatiable appetite for more shows~!!
anywayz, SHOW # 1 : 恶作剧之吻
For those who were Jap drama fanatics should rem the jap version played by 柏原崇 (drools).. ya anywayz, if u ask me to compare the jap version vs taiwan one..i would say....i prefer the taiwan version simply becos the 直树 in the taiwan version, played by 元畅(DROOLS non stop, he is SUPER DUPER good looking in this show..unbeatable!), is much more "human", he has his ups and downs...not like a stone man in the jap version (jap version fans, pls dun kill me). Perhaps i din read the manga so i am not exactly sure how 直树 was portrayed in it so it's hard for me to judge..but i feel that no matter how genius a person is, he can't be as unfeeling as the one in the jap version ba? haha..anywayz, here's just a pic of the show:
SHOW # 2: 恶魔在身边
ok..the show is not about ghouls and ghosts pls..haha...it's abt this ger who passed her love letter to the wrong person by accident, thus causing that "wrong person" to start pestering her. It was only then did she realise that her mum is gonna marry that guy's dad..-.- haha..and the whole story unfolds..blah blah..the whole show..slightly different from the usual 偶像剧..(tho i can't stand 贺军翔's clothes in the show -.-)..the shows seldom has very boring scenes..except perhaps when it's showing abt other couples..haha..cos i m seriously only interested in 贺军翔 and 楊丞琳 ...haha...just a side note, this is the show that reallie caused 楊丞琳 to be super popular~~ weee..somehow i think no matter how i describe this show, it's best if u watch it to fully understand why so many ppl likes it. However, i must ask u to watch it when u are not feeling moody or wad..cos u must reallie feel "into" the show..that's wad i did..this show and the one above, i totalli was absorbed in them like i am part of their lives lidat..haha..picture time:
SHOW # 3 : 王子变青蛙 (OK..i know this was shown a million yrs ago..but i only watched fin 4 days ago >_<)
haha..honestly speaking, the first time i watched this show, i tot it was dam lame, with the stupid sound effects and the actress blinking and blinking her eyes..-.- BUT THEN..i decided to give it another try after it showed for weeks on tv..and i can't believe it when i actuallie tot it was NICE~ one of my uni fren still scold me stupid for giving this show a miss..>_<" haha..so ok i am a bit slow but better than nv watching it at all~ i guess most ppl alr know abt this show..so i shan't go too much into the plot but rather on why i like it~ first and foremost...becos of 明道! *eyes shimmering* haha..he is not super good looking..but somehow he attracts ppl to look at him~ and i feel that this show has more content compared to most taiwan ou xiang ju..u can reallie understand why they love each other so much whereas most shows..u will be like "when did they start liking each other?!"(like 恶魔在身边 -.-)
SHOW # 4 : 战神
nope..i did NOT watch this recently, in fact, i watched this like 1 yr ago~ BUT i reallie wanna recommend ppl who likes taiwan ou xiang ju or for that matter those who likes 仔仔 to watch this..this is the only show after 流星花园1 that i truly feel got some standard..btw, the director for both shows are the same..hence his filming style is wad that attracted me..(of cos not forgeting the fact that the male lead is 仔仔..hee)..this show mah..is darker than most taiwan shows..got issues like rape and suicide etc..unlike most taiwan shows (only got silly male and female leads frowning cos they dunno if each other likes them anot)..yup~ may i add that i feel that this is the best performance by 仔仔 yet..i reallie think he improved A LOT since 流星花园 where he is like a stone..here, he cries, he laughs, he gets angry, he get FURIOUS..very cool..maybe due to personal preference ba..maybe when other ppl watch his performance, they will be like "nothing special" but for me, cos i watched all of his shows, i can see his improvement over the years~ heard that he is currently working on a new show..can't wait for it to be out~~ may i just add that i simply LURVES his hair in there..very cool de~!!!heee~ picture:
SHOW # 5 : Hana Yori Dango (JAP version)
alrighty..here comes the critics...tsk tsk...i can list a number of things i dun like abt this version..
1. 道明寺 should be like 183cm..松本潤 is like 173?!?!? omg..and he is supposed to be the tallest in F4..but 松本潤 isn't -.-
2. The whole manga got 36 books..the show has a miserable 10 episodes..they squeezed a lot of events into one and do away with A LOT of details..by the end of the show, when 杉菜 ran after 道明寺, i was like...why do u even like him?! -.- shesh..cmi leh...
3. The person who acted as 静 looks sooooo old?? and she dun look like a rich ger..she looks like..well.. abit bimbotic..-.- sad to say..totalli cannot make it lo
the only thing i found acceptable is they found 松岛菜菜子 to act as 道明寺's sister..she does fit the bill as beautiful and intelligent~ aiyo..after i watched this version..i can only say i am disappointed..sigh~ perhaps Japs like to make the story short and sweet? hmm..but somehow i feel there wasn't much development hence u wun feel for the characters..and towards the ending, u know the producers just wan a happie ending for everyone..cos all of them ended up with someone ~ zzz..weirdz
alright..guess most ppl can't even be bothered to read till here..but for those who did, good for u~ currently listening to 恶作剧之吻's soundtrack...any comments or qns, feel free to tell me wor =) thankssss~!
anywayz, SHOW # 1 : 恶作剧之吻
For those who were Jap drama fanatics should rem the jap version played by 柏原崇 (drools).. ya anywayz, if u ask me to compare the jap version vs taiwan one..i would say....i prefer the taiwan version simply becos the 直树 in the taiwan version, played by 元畅(DROOLS non stop, he is SUPER DUPER good looking in this show..unbeatable!), is much more "human", he has his ups and downs...not like a stone man in the jap version (jap version fans, pls dun kill me). Perhaps i din read the manga so i am not exactly sure how 直树 was portrayed in it so it's hard for me to judge..but i feel that no matter how genius a person is, he can't be as unfeeling as the one in the jap version ba? haha..anywayz, here's just a pic of the show:
SHOW # 2: 恶魔在身边
ok..the show is not about ghouls and ghosts pls..haha...it's abt this ger who passed her love letter to the wrong person by accident, thus causing that "wrong person" to start pestering her. It was only then did she realise that her mum is gonna marry that guy's dad..-.- haha..and the whole story unfolds..blah blah..the whole show..slightly different from the usual 偶像剧..(tho i can't stand 贺军翔's clothes in the show -.-)..the shows seldom has very boring scenes..except perhaps when it's showing abt other couples..haha..cos i m seriously only interested in 贺军翔 and 楊丞琳 ...haha...just a side note, this is the show that reallie caused 楊丞琳 to be super popular~~ weee..somehow i think no matter how i describe this show, it's best if u watch it to fully understand why so many ppl likes it. However, i must ask u to watch it when u are not feeling moody or wad..cos u must reallie feel "into" the show..that's wad i did..this show and the one above, i totalli was absorbed in them like i am part of their lives lidat..haha..picture time:
SHOW # 3 : 王子变青蛙 (OK..i know this was shown a million yrs ago..but i only watched fin 4 days ago >_<)
haha..honestly speaking, the first time i watched this show, i tot it was dam lame, with the stupid sound effects and the actress blinking and blinking her eyes..-.- BUT THEN..i decided to give it another try after it showed for weeks on tv..and i can't believe it when i actuallie tot it was NICE~ one of my uni fren still scold me stupid for giving this show a miss..>_<" haha..so ok i am a bit slow but better than nv watching it at all~ i guess most ppl alr know abt this show..so i shan't go too much into the plot but rather on why i like it~ first and foremost...becos of 明道! *eyes shimmering* haha..he is not super good looking..but somehow he attracts ppl to look at him~ and i feel that this show has more content compared to most taiwan ou xiang ju..u can reallie understand why they love each other so much whereas most shows..u will be like "when did they start liking each other?!"(like 恶魔在身边 -.-)
SHOW # 4 : 战神
nope..i did NOT watch this recently, in fact, i watched this like 1 yr ago~ BUT i reallie wanna recommend ppl who likes taiwan ou xiang ju or for that matter those who likes 仔仔 to watch this..this is the only show after 流星花园1 that i truly feel got some standard..btw, the director for both shows are the same..hence his filming style is wad that attracted me..(of cos not forgeting the fact that the male lead is 仔仔..hee)..this show mah..is darker than most taiwan shows..got issues like rape and suicide etc..unlike most taiwan shows (only got silly male and female leads frowning cos they dunno if each other likes them anot)..yup~ may i add that i feel that this is the best performance by 仔仔 yet..i reallie think he improved A LOT since 流星花园 where he is like a stone..here, he cries, he laughs, he gets angry, he get FURIOUS..very cool..maybe due to personal preference ba..maybe when other ppl watch his performance, they will be like "nothing special" but for me, cos i watched all of his shows, i can see his improvement over the years~ heard that he is currently working on a new show..can't wait for it to be out~~ may i just add that i simply LURVES his hair in there..very cool de~!!!heee~ picture:
SHOW # 5 : Hana Yori Dango (JAP version)
alrighty..here comes the critics...tsk tsk...i can list a number of things i dun like abt this version..
1. 道明寺 should be like 183cm..松本潤 is like 173?!?!? omg..and he is supposed to be the tallest in F4..but 松本潤 isn't -.-
2. The whole manga got 36 books..the show has a miserable 10 episodes..they squeezed a lot of events into one and do away with A LOT of details..by the end of the show, when 杉菜 ran after 道明寺, i was like...why do u even like him?! -.- shesh..cmi leh...
3. The person who acted as 静 looks sooooo old?? and she dun look like a rich ger..she looks like..well.. abit bimbotic..-.- sad to say..totalli cannot make it lo
the only thing i found acceptable is they found 松岛菜菜子 to act as 道明寺's sister..she does fit the bill as beautiful and intelligent~ aiyo..after i watched this version..i can only say i am disappointed..sigh~ perhaps Japs like to make the story short and sweet? hmm..but somehow i feel there wasn't much development hence u wun feel for the characters..and towards the ending, u know the producers just wan a happie ending for everyone..cos all of them ended up with someone ~ zzz..weirdz
alright..guess most ppl can't even be bothered to read till here..but for those who did, good for u~ currently listening to 恶作剧之吻's soundtrack...any comments or qns, feel free to tell me wor =) thankssss~!
Monday, May 08, 2006
wad have i been doing since exams ended u ask?
hehe...here's just to share some of the stuffs i have been doing since my last paper of my sch life ended..
lemme list down the things i did -.-( sry if some of it seems boring~):
1. MAPLE MAPLE MAPLE
2. Watching tons of downloaded 偶像剧 [will elaborate later on..]
3. TV
4. Re-Reading Harry Potter [i nv seems to get bored of them~ i dunno why..hmmm~]
5. ZZZing like i haven zz in years
6. Re visiting webbies i haven seen in eons
7. Downloading songs [pls dun catch me *blink blink*]
ya..that's abt it..realise anything common abt all these activities?
haha..all of them are done at HOME!
omg..since my exams ended, i din step out of my house except to go for voting and dinner..shesh..-.- how horrible is that?!?wad happened to the long awaited KTV session?? boohoo~ all liars..
was supposed to go out for a gathering with my fellow colleagues from my attachment..but...i had to fall sick at that time..ok..maybe i wasn't so sick till i can't go out lah..but then..reallie very drowsy from the medicine..plus..i dunno wad to say to them..not that close afterall i guess..so quite scared will be quite awkward..in the end i din go..sobz..i doubt they will ever ask me out again..this is the second time i din go for gathering le >_< i know i know..i am such a lazy ass..haha..but at that point of time reallie dun feel like stepping out of my house..not to mention the horrible fringe i have just cut..sooooo best stay home and not frighten kids on the road..hehe
so all these time, i was stuck at home and i am seriously bored..even maple is losing its appeal ( that's saying a lot abt the degree of my boredom)..sigh..dunno wad to do now liao..arghhh..someone help me..anyone wanna ask me out? desperate le..*sniffs*
lemme list down the things i did -.-( sry if some of it seems boring~):
1. MAPLE MAPLE MAPLE
2. Watching tons of downloaded 偶像剧 [will elaborate later on..]
3. TV
4. Re-Reading Harry Potter [i nv seems to get bored of them~ i dunno why..hmmm~]
5. ZZZing like i haven zz in years
6. Re visiting webbies i haven seen in eons
7. Downloading songs [pls dun catch me *blink blink*]
ya..that's abt it..realise anything common abt all these activities?
haha..all of them are done at HOME!
omg..since my exams ended, i din step out of my house except to go for voting and dinner..shesh..-.- how horrible is that?!?wad happened to the long awaited KTV session?? boohoo~ all liars..
was supposed to go out for a gathering with my fellow colleagues from my attachment..but...i had to fall sick at that time..ok..maybe i wasn't so sick till i can't go out lah..but then..reallie very drowsy from the medicine..plus..i dunno wad to say to them..not that close afterall i guess..so quite scared will be quite awkward..in the end i din go..sobz..i doubt they will ever ask me out again..this is the second time i din go for gathering le >_< i know i know..i am such a lazy ass..haha..but at that point of time reallie dun feel like stepping out of my house..not to mention the horrible fringe i have just cut..sooooo best stay home and not frighten kids on the road..hehe
so all these time, i was stuck at home and i am seriously bored..even maple is losing its appeal ( that's saying a lot abt the degree of my boredom)..sigh..dunno wad to do now liao..arghhh..someone help me..anyone wanna ask me out? desperate le..*sniffs*
Sunday, May 07, 2006
First post~ ^_^
ALOHA~I'M BACK~!
i decided to abandon my old blog and start a new one! As to how long this one will last...depends on my mood..now just kinda in a mood to blog..esp since i have nothing to do after my final exams~
CAN U BELIEVE IT? I'm gonna graduate soon(hopefully nothing goes wrong)..omg..i can't believe that it's been 3 yrs!Looking back..i dun recall much of my uni life..simply bcos i din reallie enjoy it..Actually i dun reallie know how i feel abt this whole thing..it's like from july onwards, i will no longer be able to call myself a "student" anymore..it kinda feels weird..and i am alr starting to envy my other frenz who are still studying~ Gosh...i am missing sch life alr~( it's only been 10 days since my exams ended)..but honestly, i feel so aimless and lost now..tho i prob will be working in PWC as a tax associate..but actuallie my future still seems so.......vague..?can't think of a proper word at the moment..anywayz, just feel lost and scared of wad the future will hold..it's like i am reallie gonna step into the adult world, no longer sheltered by my parents..totalli at the mercy of the working world. i dunno how i will fare..and honestly i have no confidence at all..i feel like a baby reallie..still so ignorant of many things...zzz..
gosh..i am blabbering..prob due to the fact that i am BORED and my house seriously has nothing to entertain me..poof..i dunno how many of the people who read this can actuallie relate to how i feel? just feel kinda...lonely that no one is ard to share this feeling w me...sobz~
i decided to abandon my old blog and start a new one! As to how long this one will last...depends on my mood..now just kinda in a mood to blog..esp since i have nothing to do after my final exams~
CAN U BELIEVE IT? I'm gonna graduate soon(hopefully nothing goes wrong)..omg..i can't believe that it's been 3 yrs!Looking back..i dun recall much of my uni life..simply bcos i din reallie enjoy it..Actually i dun reallie know how i feel abt this whole thing..it's like from july onwards, i will no longer be able to call myself a "student" anymore..it kinda feels weird..and i am alr starting to envy my other frenz who are still studying~ Gosh...i am missing sch life alr~( it's only been 10 days since my exams ended)..but honestly, i feel so aimless and lost now..tho i prob will be working in PWC as a tax associate..but actuallie my future still seems so.......vague..?can't think of a proper word at the moment..anywayz, just feel lost and scared of wad the future will hold..it's like i am reallie gonna step into the adult world, no longer sheltered by my parents..totalli at the mercy of the working world. i dunno how i will fare..and honestly i have no confidence at all..i feel like a baby reallie..still so ignorant of many things...zzz..
gosh..i am blabbering..prob due to the fact that i am BORED and my house seriously has nothing to entertain me..poof..i dunno how many of the people who read this can actuallie relate to how i feel? just feel kinda...lonely that no one is ard to share this feeling w me...sobz~
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